At work and all i can think of is sleeping, i'm tired of this 9 to 5 s***

Getting my adhd medicated soon

Come a long way from dropping mdma alone and not sleeping from rumination. I'm luckier than most with my condition but happy I've got forward momentum snd people who love me

Feels like the tectonic plates are moving inside of me

One day

crazy how much the world could be fixed with just love and understanding

It’s coming back.

I’m so f***ed up lol

i need mental help 😹 i am deeply unwell 😹

it’s like ur my mirror 😹 my mirror staring back at me 😹

I’m feeling happy nowadays but still think of suicide randomly

the only thing keeping me together right now is her voice repeating that my problems arent stupid

It's a new day I hope U find some peace today

One of them days 😕

"In my life
why do I give valuable time
To people who don't care if I live or die?"

God I hate these days where I’m just waiting for the day to end

I’m mentally healthy. I don’t think i am ever mentally sick but it’s possible.

Finished my therapy session not too long ago great end to my week

This s*** sucks I’m too scared I’m losing too much weight cause I shaved my body and seen new bones and I panicked about it all day
Can’t even dare to weigh myself cause I’m too scared of the results

Doesn’t help that I was up since like 4 AM either
But moments like these put me in check to make sure I’m not slipping into becoming underweight too f***ing fast

Feeling bad

Body dysmorphia?

I made a lot of progress with my anxiety
I weighed myself and ended up vaping again, a vice that my anxiety made me give up involuntarily but I got it back now so f*** it

Yeah I probably have it but I never been diagnosed it cause I stopped seeing mental doctors way before I even lost all that weight I did (110 pounds)
Only problem is I can’t get out of the good habits that are bad for me now like eating less. But I’m confident I’ll get out of this too I’m just cooling it on the fasting