You definitely sending him to therapy

I think it'd also free me, like I would finally be able to start my life from zero. but I can't look into his eyes and say it. I love him cause he loves me

I have a therapist but she doesn't get me. 1 hour a week isn't enough

Giving off KingVamp energy. People gonna give advice and you gonna be like :beynah:

That's a nasty smiley

Bruh u don't know how badly I wanted to do this

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What does this mean to you?

Not going to lie. I feel so bad for your bf… like yea you feel bad but this guy was cheated on took you back despite that and now has to deal with your emotional baggage on top of dealing with the trust issues he probably has now.

Please just break up with him and focus on yourself, because he deserves so much better and you need to focus on bettering yourself completely.

but despite all the baggage we are planning visiting his family in brasil and also doing a working holiday trip to Australia together next year. he forgave me completely

Yes op you do. Trolling a thread about a rape victim and asking why we are even discussing her isnt a good sign of someone who is mentally well. ktt2.com/kesha-wins-major-court-battle-against-rapist-producer-dr-luke-32551058

You don’t even love him, leave. You’re gonna end up hurting a good person because you don’t know how to be alone

I just saw that music sxn thread and now this one lmao

Crying at ignoring everything he said about you being a terrible confused person and responding with “he forgive me we go to brazil”

text him this thread then block him. he’ll be better off for it vs. you waiting until you’re tired of using him as a source of dopamine

i don't mean this in a disrespectful way but you sound like you're 12

ngl it sounds like you came here and posted this for validation which i hope you don't get bcz you need to get in touch with reality

you seem to have a victim complex and saviour complex at the same time and you're being extremely selfish and immature and not thinking about anything but yourself

are you really remorseful about what you did? or are you victimising yourself and trying to feel sorry for yourself so you don't have to face the reality of what you did

speaking about your mental health and suicidal ideation like that to your boyfriend is toxic as f*** (and you know this, come on)-- all he's going to hear is "i'm so unstable that if we break up, i'm going to commit suicide" and that's an extremely dangerous thing to be doing to someone that you hurt deeply.

• from one very mentally ill person to another: you don't have the right to impose your baggage on others, and no matter how much they love you/you love them, nobody is responsible for you and your wellbeing besides yourself.

to me, you sound very insecure and maybe that played a factor in why you cheated. but that just shows how unprepared you are for a relationship. people shouldn't be spending their time, emotions, and energy on fixing someone while they drain themselves. from my experience, people acting out of insecurity and a need to protect their ego tend to stay this way and repeat their actions if they don't acknowledge it.

breaking things off with him won't be the end of his world, and you will find someone else who can make you feel this way. you are not his world, and he isn't your entire life. you existed before you met each other, and will exist after you part.

if you really love him, and he really loves you, maybe you can try again once you figure yourself out and break out of codependency. but you don't seem to be in a state of mind that would create a healthy relationship

let him heal, give him space, leave him alone, and don't break his peace and healing by contacting him. it's not fair to him that he can't heal because you have an unhealthy attachment.

stop making excuses for yourself and try to see everything as it is. once you get professional help and can confidently say you're out of this self pitying mindset (it will take a lot of time and effort), see how you feel about this relationship and go from there.

Damn I wish my ex would take me back lol

Except the cheating man cmon lol, I was texting girls though so can’t say s***

come visit me i'll show him this thread for u xx