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  • Jan 15, 2020

    I do so much dumb s*** when i'm in these moods and I regret it instantly

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    just lost themost important person in my life, am alone w no friends @ college, have no motivation to keep working or do anything man

    idk how to continue

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    Humans don't want things to be better in fact they have an uncontrollable urge to damage as much as they can. The universe is uncaring. Optimism is a lie

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    Humans don't want things to be better in fact they have an uncontrollable urge to damage as much as they can. The universe is uncaring. Optimism is a lie

    “You either build or destroy, where you come from?”

    The universe is uncaring. Entropy. The universe is made of many many humans, though, who may care.

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    lets get it

    Official thread for those afflicted with depression, suicidal thoughts, self harming, anxiety, existential crises etc

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    I never would have classified myself as depressed but lately I kind of feel like life is just pointless, and I’ve started having trouble enjoying moments because I think so much about how pointless everything is. Like on Christmas I was with my family and just constantly aware of how time was moving by and that in a few hours I’d be home again and that moment would be over and it made me not able to really experience the moment. It’s like I became aware of my consciousness and now I think too much. Not really wanting to fall in that hole of partying but it’s kind of the only time I don’t think about it, so I’ve been drinking a lot lately. And I’m putting this out in the KTT void cause I’m tired of ignoring it. Hmm

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    I never would have classified myself as depressed but lately I kind of feel like life is just pointless, and I’ve started having trouble enjoying moments because I think so much about how pointless everything is. Like on Christmas I was with my family and just constantly aware of how time was moving by and that in a few hours I’d be home again and that moment would be over and it made me not able to really experience the moment. It’s like I became aware of my consciousness and now I think too much. Not really wanting to fall in that hole of partying but it’s kind of the only time I don’t think about it, so I’ve been drinking a lot lately. And I’m putting this out in the KTT void cause I’m tired of ignoring it. Hmm

    Yo is this an existential crisis? Shiiiiit I never got it but now I get it. i need to go ride a bike or some s*** smh this gots to go

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    i truly hate myself

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    ion even wanna do anything today

    just wanna fall asleep and pretend the world doesnt exist

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    Sailor

    i truly hate myself

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    too overwhelmed and stressed

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    i wanna off myself ngl

  • 666 💢
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    gabo

    just lost themost important person in my life, am alone w no friends @ college, have no motivation to keep working or do anything man

    idk how to continue

    im in a very similar situation rn and i know its hard but we'll get thru this ❤ good luck gabo

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    I think i might’ve had a ptsd flashback or at least thats what it felt like and ive never experienced anything like that before

    i have a lot of ptsd flashbacks and its so hard to deal with them, i feel you. if you want some tips try focusing on your breathing, telling yourself that you are safe, confort yourself, etc. It might sound stupid or hard during that moment but it helps me a bit after the flashback. good luck!

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    i have a lot of ptsd flashbacks and its so hard to deal with them, i feel you. if you want some tips try focusing on your breathing, telling yourself that you are safe, confort yourself, etc. It might sound stupid or hard during that moment but it helps me a bit after the flashback. good luck!

    Thank you fam!! 🖤 that was the first time i ever had one but not even expecting it i know i might have some later so this will really help

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    666

    im in a very similar situation rn and i know its hard but we'll get thru this ❤ good luck gabo

    thank you bro, this means a lot &all the best to u too !!

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    2 quotes that are helping me a bit

    “Life is really simple, but we insist on making it complicated.”
    ― Confucius

    “We have two lives, and the second begins when we realize we only have one.”
    ― Confucius

  • Jan 16, 2020

    we goin thru it

  • Nessy 🦎
    Jan 16, 2020
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    Theory

    Yo is this an existential crisis? Shiiiiit I never got it but now I get it. i need to go ride a bike or some s*** smh this gots to go

    If you’re 18-25 then it’s pretty normal

  • Nessy 🦎
    Jan 16, 2020

    Why do i randomly feel high during the day then experiences symptoms of comedown for 0 reason

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    Nessy

    If you’re 18-25 then it’s pretty normal

    Just turned 26 but going through some dumb s*** that most people deal with at 20 lmao

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    i'm a waste of oxygen useless f***ing piece of s***

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    empty

    i'm a waste of oxygen useless f***ing piece of s***

    Don't EVER IN YOUR LIFE call yourself that again! You are a great person who is struggling through hardship

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    Just remember there are people who love you that u don’t even know yet

  • Jan 17, 2020

    sometimes i feel like ending it all but then i remember that im better than most the people i know

  • Jan 17, 2020

    I still wanna kill myself

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