:)

i don’t even think i’m depressed anymore i just genuinely feel like i wouldn’t care if i died right now lmao, like it’s not suicidal but i’m content with not living

is there anybody in this thread that’s diagnosed with BPD?

one foot in front of the other

hows everyone?

if it wasn't for my family... man, I mightve been joining you

lamotrigine giving me really bad headaches :(
but ima keep going at it until i reach at least 100 mg

2020 is the year
I overcome this
social
Anxiety

pretty bad, my mind feel like im trapped inside a coffin slowly running out of oxygen.

cant get out of bed fml finna call in sick to work📞

Relax and breath

i was really sad then forgot about it and then tried to remember why i was sad and got really sad again i hate myself so much

I think i might’ve had a ptsd flashback or at least thats what it felt like and ive never experienced anything like that before

i hope you never have one again

Thank you bro 🖤 it was the weirdest thing it felt like I completely lost touch with reality and I was back in that traumatic moment but it didnt feel like a flashback but it felt like i was just back in the situation. The situation happened across the country and I even thought that i was there and i started panicking for a second before i had to calm myself down and realize to myself that i wasnt there. That was scary. Makes me feel like i dont have control over my mind

that sounds so so scary 😖😖

Yeah especially since it was while i was driving too

be safe please 😔

I think I’ll be fine hopefully. It was just a certain trigger that set it off but I’m going to try to always stay away from that reminder

Always remember fam
There are many different routes to sucesss
Growth takes time.

This too shall pass

there's no day i dont rebember the people i lost

I wish I wouldnt have a conscience...

I am seriously a waste of life