F*** a diagnosis I’m bipolar as f***

I can’t even be mad because it’s all my fault

100mg

I f***ing wish

tried to quit a couple weeks ago and went a week but couldn't do it. I need this s***

What do you take it for?

Sleep or anxiety ?

I'm prescribed for anxiety but I abuse the s*** outta it. I'm only supposed to take 1mg but I end up taking like 4 or 5mgs. I also get klonopin and x**** sometimes from other places cause im just a benzo fiend

I don’t think I wanna be here anymore

Only if melatonin was lethal at high doses, would be a peaceful way to go

i wanna just cry so hard i have nothing going for me

i never have in my entire life

why am i so pathetic

I wonder how it feels to have someone actually care about you

i don't deserve to draw breath

no more belgian ales gonna start parnate treatment as soon as my dr gets the meds imported. last resort before i quit treatment

Lmao now I’m fine dafuq wrong with me

Even my newer memories are from so long ago. My dissociation is unbearable

Runaway

*body dysmorphic disorder. i think one of my cousins has borderline tho

Real is impossible to come by ffs

Just contemplatin my reality again

Universe pls just give me one person, that’s enough just one real ass person

Ohh sorry about that man.

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