Do any of you guys believe there's an afterlife? I seem to be more consumed by the anxiety of where I'll end up when i die as opposed to how I'll die (or kill myself)
have thought about this in the past. feel free to reply if you have some anxieties/thoughts about it you wanna talk through
why
Future seems bleek nothing in the present is worthwhile besides what I watch on tv
But also in a way I want to punish myself to being mentally weak and even feeling
This way
Do any of you guys believe there's an afterlife? I seem to be more consumed by the anxiety of where I'll end up when i die as opposed to how I'll die (or kill myself)
I wanna believe but I really don’t
Future seems bleek nothing in the present is worthwhile besides what I watch on tv
But also in a way I want to punish myself to being mentally weak and even feeling
This way
imo the world is too complex for anybody to say w certainty the "future is bleak". why does nothing feel worthwhile ?
i'd rather blow my head off then move on
That's what it all comes down to. I was thinking about this today. The fear of something new because everything has been so awful and scary so far. You start to settle in to situations that are ultimately more uncomfortable
I have a compulsive lust for emotional and physical pain as some sort of outlet. Awful habit
real as f*** for the evangelion quote. stay strong fam
i been great the past two months bro thanks, just wish i could help others out the same way
eva the goat too
i been great the past two months bro thanks, just wish i could help others out the same way
eva the goat too
i feel you on that. hyped for eva 3.0+1.0 too
nothing changed this year I reached out to more people and it just confirmed I'm not a person thats made for people lmao
Don't like hearing this fake things about people caring about me when they don't even know me, or they don't even know what I've been through. It just so happens the people who do get to know me a bit more and do know my past cut me off and choose not to associate with me. Its not coincidental. I'm objectively a bad person and don't deserve anything
still alive i think
No but you probably should if you're feeling like that. I feel p s*** right now
But not like that...
S***. Idk man if you want to talk to me go for it. I can't even smoke myself to sleep today
Suicide is dumb. C'mon. You gotta have at least some stuff you want to do. I would imagine.
i think they will call the police if they think you are actually going to do it.
you can talk to me if you want to too in PMs or whatever. i think you are an amazing person and i dont want to see you like this and i wish i could help ❤️❤️❤️