Damn. Such a simple, but very concise & powerful, statement

when u made this decision

I mean that I have goals for 10-5 years into the future from now and daily/weekly goals.

they keep me grounded and far away from despair

real

i escaped escapism

anywhere can be paradise as long as you have the will to live

diving again

now

consider it a lil bit more B

have orientation in 2 days dont even wanna go but maybe I will

go to the orientation, at least you will see and have an idea about what you are going to miss or what you are going to get rid of

it's online and it's giving me anxiety

you run away from everything that gives u anxiety?
at least give it a try, might help u get over your anxiety too. I know its hard but since its online just alt f4 if u get too nervous lol

no but I have no idea what's its gonna be like

it might be fun its like a challenge

i'd rather blow my head off then move on

I’m not happy right now

Don’t even care to be here anymore

real as f*** for the evangelion quote. stay strong fam

why