went to sleep wanting to die woke up wanting to die its almost as if I always want to die

my highs don't last. quick to come back to bottom.

benzos my only friend

I find love in these pills and nothing else

i'm so selfish im sorry

I just said i'm sorry in mine and that this isn't the only one I wrote

god I hate myself

Please give me a sign to keep going. Please

im ok i guess, ive been a lot worse earlier this year. just waiting for new anxiety medication to come in the mail. then have to wait ~2 weeks untll i hopefully see effects from it. just trying to basically pass the time as fast as possible until then. trying to quit weed also (or as least smoking every day/night) and its been a week without so far and i feel okay or maybe even better sometimes

i like you a lot at least

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I'm sorry I took a lot of klonopin and just fell asleep I just woke up

I responded

thanks i responded ❤️

flashbacks r ass wanna die

hit 30K posts today.
hopefully im dead, banned or both before i hit 10k more

site during these times has become my main distraction