Feel that. Feels like I have absolutely zero purpose or drive for the last couple months. Always asking myself "what's the point?". Lost

how tf do i get out of this hole. i have no motivation to do anything

I'm just tired

I have no hobbies
No social skill
No one to talk to
No real relationships
No meaning to live
I don’t belong here I’m a waste of life
I have f***ing nothing

dont give up yet

I’m 18 and I’ve accomplished nothing

that's way too young

you're not supposed to accomplish anything yet but you have to prepare yourself with the right back up for your future.

right now you should just lay the foundation of what you want to build 5-10 years later into the future

I'm 19, turn 20 next month and accomplished nothing. If you genuinely feel that way, you can turn that around tomorrow. You're at a good age to do that. I learned this kinda late and i'm trying to do so rn but on the way I got a d*** addiction and my mental health deteriorated even more but a lot of that is because I let it.

It's easy to say and a lot harder to do, keep that in mind, but you're definitely at a point where you can turn around. Once you dig the hole deeper it just gets harder to get out

SuperMario?

shhh

dawg you got us in here our objective is to get everyone eating.

yo @Drogon_ you know how I can pm you?

don't think you can do it on here you still in the discord?

nah I deleted all my cookies/passwords/browser history cause I got high and paranoid and now I cant log in

My ADHD is my superpower

I be multitasking jumpin back n forth between working on 5-6 projects at the same time

Not sure what the point of my anxiety is though :(

I'm a bad person. No wonder I'm so transient with friends and relationships. I don't deserve it

@Psychodrama @Drogon_ follow each other and click "Message" from either profile

ktt2.com/messages

hydration and patience

Tired of the same pain repeated

Maybe some battles aren't supposed to be won.

What a past 3 months

I need to get off the benzos and do something different with my life now. Maybe take a break from the internet or something

Man idk cus I have a good mindset a lot of the time but it doesn’t help, I still can’t make progress. These past two years everyday I have been searching for wtf is wrong with me and learned why I am how I am, what I have to do and I know. I keep a positive headspace until I realize nothing’s changing and I have no one then I just wanna give up. Ever since a kid I’ve been able to do pretty much whatever I want, no one taught me anything or pushed me to do things so I have no motivation and 0 discipline. I know I can turn it around but it’s the fact I’m going in circles and the thought of never getting there that scares the f*** out of me

I'm tired.

I was the same. I didnt have any discipline growing up and I most definitely didn't have motivation. I remember my senior year of high school, I skipped 2 straight months and didn't even leave my house. The counselors had to come and see me and tell me to come back. I still managed to graduate on time with a manageable gpa and now I plan on starting college soon. I should've started years ago, but it was just me holding myself back

At the end of the day it's really just you. You don't need discipline from others, only yourself. You also can't rely on motivation for everything, cause that'll only get you so far. It's hard learning to be independent, im still learning but it's a very useful thing to learn.