I love you 🥺

love you too bro 💚 thank you

💚

If you ever wanna talk about what’s bothering you hmu

@santi you're on seroquel right?

Is seeing flashing lights when walking in a dark room count as a hallucination, or is that something everyone gets

Yep

If you don't mind me asking, how much weight did you gain on it if you did gain any?

I gained maybe a few pounds, nothing major. This recent depressive episode I had sliced that off though

It does make really you hungry as s***. But usually I’m too tired to get up and eat.

As long as you have an ounce of self control you should be good.

Hope this helps

Hmm if it does make you hungry then that might be a problem for me. Latuda made me hungry and I gained 10 pounds. Hopefully I dont gain too much weight, I mean I'm almost underweight as is

Thanks for the response

the thing that scares me most is potentially hurting someone without knowing if that makes sense. like what if i say/do something to someone thinking its cool between you two but that person feels different about it. s*** like that hurts me feeling like i done people wrong without conformation

My nervous breakdown is really bad

I can't sleep properly due to constant panic attacks

Not been the most hygienic (even though I am very hygienic when I was well)

I feel very exhausted all of the time

My life has sucked up until now but imma make sure it doesn't suck anymore

how do tou stop thinking about something not on some repressive s*** but more so getting over something

Surrender to the thoughts non judgmentally and be patient

i hate myself

My misery over soon

hate waking up because all the bad thoughts rush in

feeling it tonight

cause im numb from the neck down

I'm so bored with life

I'm sorry for what i did to you. Im really sorry. I hope you're doing fine now, even if you prefer not to talk to me. Like I always say, I just want you to be happy and mentally well

when will the pain and suffering end

Ive lost my interests so i have nothing to do all day. The days just drag on and it hurts

I'm just gonna be alone like I have my entire life