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i love having existential crises

just realized i have around 50 years max of life left and im having a mental breakdown over it

Let that motivate you then. Don’t put things off.

nothing i do ever works out anyway

i wasnt put here to be happy

i miss my smile

i loved you so much and took you for granted

every day without you has been miserable

maybe you should try practicing buddhism

i dont have enough faith in the world to devote myself to a religion

it's not a religion. it's a philosophy.

desire is the cause of suffering according to buddhism

if you eliminate desire, you'll be happy

Song really changed the way I think about life in a period where mentally I was at my lowest.

I've had some good days
I've had some hills to climb
I've had some weary days
And some sleepless nights
But when I look around
And I think things over
All of my good days
Out-weigh my bad days
I won't complain

miss her smile :( but what i miss more is mine

22 today, need a sign that it's not the end of the world

yea

What do you guys do when you feel like your world is caving in on you? I'm back home from school and I feel like the world is just beating me down. My girlfriend broke up with me over the phone, my sister is being checked into a facility to treat her eating disorder 2 hours away for two months and my mom is traveling there with her, and I feel f***ed in terms of jobs/employment prospects outside of school. That and coronavirus are really making things difficult. I know that there are more pressing issues that the country and the world are dealing with, but I just needed to vent :/ been a rough couple of days...

tired

Lord give me a sign