im tired of life

too much thinking lol

too much to think about

Lately I've had a fear of going to sleep and I'm not sure why. This is a new one for me

Life isn’t supposed to be like this

im back in my head all over again had maybe a half decent week

things never last

Ain’t even told my girl that I’m bipolar
Ain’t even told my niggas that I’m bipolar
The day they put me to rest nigga just ride for me

she's good

she's nice

she's faithful

she's beautiful

but I am not ready to be loved so much by such a wonderful person.

cause I always doubt and even hate myself

man

just man lmfao

i feel so lonely lol

havent felt this sad in awhile. i hate this

Feel like trash

Damn this was just 19 days ago that's crazy

I'm not the best rn but I'm definitely better now then I was then

Yall been having them lockdown dreams eveyone is?

Psychologists say our dreams are drawing from motifs in the past

Moving so much is one of my major sources of depression so it’s been extra tough lately cus of this

Evry night been dreaming about childhood in different cities in places and people ill never see again

Feelings ill never experience again

Funny how this SXN is entitled Life when I want to end mine lol

I hate myself

dont pay too much attention to dreams. A bad dream can mess with your mood for the entire day.

just dont give dreams that kind of power

YAY !!

We love you famo

quit weed after pretty much 2 months of near-daily vaping after an intense anxiety/panic attack after taking too many hits

i feel very anxious and nervous like 3 days after w/ loss of appetite

idk if i’m just having cannabis withdrawal symptoms or just my anxiety coming back to the forefront (this COVID s*** scary) after months of suppressing it but man i hate this s*** i wish i never picked up weed again (took a 2 yr break off it previously due to a way previous medication and i just didn’t feel like picking weed up again)

anyone got tips?

weed n meds is never good for your psyche

i’ve switched meds around since the last 2 years and i agree, i should’ve never picked it up again

good news: the anxiety and withdrawals will eventually go away if you take your meds

bad news: you have to stay clean (no weed no alcohol)

but once you do your life and mental health in general will only get better