yea i just got some resistance tubes yesterday for working out as that’s what i want to do

man i came to a realization yesterday i’m just tired of wanting to bury my problems in s*** and i want to improve instead of stagnate and that over the past 4 years since i’ve been struggling with my own anxiety/confidence issues and bad self esteem and depression, i haven’t been coping with it the way i should

i just want to feel good about myself without the escapism bro

life just felt different felt better back then...

if you want true peace try getting to know Jesus

100% true

problems

what kind of problems?

i might be a lost cause

living with my uncle who's in aa has brought me to a breaking point.

this motherfucker has no sense of social boundaries. he invades spaces and tries to make everything about him. i was doing research on my computer and this stupid f*** starts talking to me about healthy food or some s***.

bro ur a crackhead

nobody f***s with your nutrition advice

Being sexually deprived is taking its toll on me i need intimacy with a woman bruh i cant bear this anymore whole love life is s***

Music is my only friend lmao

Ima end up a lonely addict man

At first during the stay at home protocol started it was difficult. No motivation. Sleeping too much. Waking up droggy.

Now I feel the past 2 -3 weeks I have cleaned more and also getting more calls for opportunities. So it’s looking better. I feel now I’ve adjusted better . Time is going by way quicker than I expected

hows depersonalization hitting during these times?

im actually thankful as f*** it’s gotten a lot better fam, a lot better, it’ll happen here and there but it’s no longer a day in and day out thing like it was that year

food and sleep the only highlights of my day

Gotta keep my eyes on my future instead of the past

Has anyone here read Feeling Good by David D. Burns?

went to my doctor and told him my suicidal thoughts have grown uncomfortably intense. Going to be evaluated by a therapist soon :) hopefully Ill be better

People that banished me out their lives all told me I need to fix myself and work to be happy by myself and although I agree, itd still be nice to have at least one person I can talk to

My doctor says I got wild low self esteem which is crazy cus I'm always talking about my accomplishments n s***

Good luck homie