is anyone else here not necessarily suicidal atm but feels like suicide is going to be a great choice eventually

I definitely need to be checked out for ADHD man. So hard to do work and concentrate

I need a nice long hug

Weirdly enough I'm back sober and just on some greatful to be alive s***. I'm still me and nothing will change that but at least I'm here. I've been in really dangerous positions before

Feeling better and thinking clearer recently

reading a book is tough

i been managing things like depression or anxiety the best i could these past months and i been very proud of myself for changing my life in such a radical way but today my demons are kicking my ass man

I love you king 🥺💚

love u too boss ❤

I’m literally only alive so I don’t traumatize anyone

Took a step back from here for a bit. Got sober. Got a new job.... I was off one the last few times I was here.

Feeling Renewed

same

my life is full of what is not here

im so f***ed :(

im thinking back on my HS experience and just everything in general from my childhood and there’s so so much that’s just wrong..

It’s wild how so much s*** is directly connected to childhood trauma.