Oct 30, 2019·1 replyidk whats worse the depression or the loneliness
Oct 30, 2019·1 replymath fiftyidk whats worse the depression or the loneliness
or the helplessness
Oct 30, 2019I think I’m God but people argue I’m not
It’s been that way for about 5 years now
Oct 30, 2019·1 replyBeen sleeping at 6-7am and waking at 2pm. Not motivated to do anything. I want this to be over.
plants 🌻Oct 30, 2019·2 repliestherapy the best thing I done for myself I wish that each and every one of you get access to a great therapist who can help you detangle the mess inside your head <3
- Oct 30, 2019·edited·1 replyGODFLOW
Been sleeping at 6-7am and waking at 2pm. Not motivated to do anything. I want this to be over.
yo i did that exact same thing years ago man. idk if this advice will help but eventually jus fix your sleep schedule and jus *slightly, little by little add things to do to your day. like today i took a shower. next day i made myself some meals, a couple days later clean up the room, jus little by little add things so you function more. theres alot more to beating depression but when you are able to be functional while depressed it can slowly creep a lil out. i hope this helps and dont feel guilty for any of that because its what the disease does and at the end of the day we’re all victims of it struggling
Oct 31, 2019gaboor the helplessness
That helplessness is what kills
Oct 31, 2019·1 replyplantstherapy the best thing I done for myself I wish that each and every one of you get access to a great therapist who can help you detangle the mess inside your head <3
need
i feel like my therapist ain't help but admittedly it might be due to me not telling him enough
- Oct 31, 2019
i hate bein so damn lonely and isolated but its my fault
- Oct 31, 2019
i hate myself so f***ing much
Oct 31, 2019😕
Oct 31, 2019·edited
ASAKII know what you mean man. My friends are hitting internships and job offers left and right, and I feel like I'm in just one big apathetic puddle. Like some kinda ghost floating through life.
I honestly think college just made it more isolated
it f***ing blows dawg. and i feel like its causing me to grow further apart from them than ever which makes me feel even more isolated. i miss the old times so much man
Oct 31, 2019ssri's beating my ass
- Oct 31, 2019
money issues
i been below limit 2 times in a week
4 birthdays next month
christmas the month after
off work sick for 2 months - Oct 31, 2019
how i blast through 2k in one year
Oct 31, 2019they need to add a G&G area here
- Oct 31, 2019
people support me but i don't feel it
- Oct 31, 2019·1 reply
isn’t it crazy some people go through life with zero thoughts and feelings of this s***
- Oct 31, 2019LYL
isn’t it crazy some people go through life with zero thoughts and feelings of this s***
mfs don't understand at all lmao
like "just be happy" headass - Oct 31, 2019dxi
incoherent rambles incoming
ive been feeling apathetic towards everything in my life lately ... almost done with college and all i can think about is f*** ive got 0 plan for afterwards anyway ... feel like im just gonna be more isolated and sad once i graduate
cant remember the last time life felt exciting or fun... just going through the motions
man i seriously dislike myself... i cant seem to prevent comparing myself to other people and i hate it.. just buries me in a deeper hole of self hatred but sometimes it really feels like everyones doing better than you... love seeing old friends but hearing about their success and passions in life just makes me feel worse even though i should b happy for them
feel the same esp the last part, sometimes i feel like some people are just plain out better at others than life and the others just won’t be anything just left with regrets of what if
- Oct 31, 2019
really don't care for s***
worst depression i ever had
can't get off my ass to do anything unless i'm forced totell me go for a walk for 30-60 mins you'll feel better, nah bro i feel the exact same
- Oct 31, 2019
at least i got counselling i'm 4-5 sessions in, just getting s*** off my chest
this s*** way more complex than just sumn an ssri can fix - Oct 31, 2019
it's not like i wanna die i jus wish i never existed
f*** this existence breh - Oct 31, 2019
ion wan people to remember me