My dude you invest way more than you're given.

Let them reciprocate that same energy and if they don't keep going and do you.

Don't think how can I impress her.

Think is she gonna impress me

I've wasted 11 years of my life in this dark place, it's gonna take me the rest of my life to regain everything i've lost

Start slowly in what you want to accomplish.

You are your worst enemy. Remember you can dictate to your life

Yeah, I have really awul times with women I guess. I just havent seemed to find anyone that reciprocates at the same level.

It sucks being in my late 20s with this part of my life still not figured out.

I’ve been thinking recently, and one thing you said stuck out to me after all this time. It was when you asked me if I’d noticed you getting worse since we became close. And other things beyond that, I caused a lot of issues.

You’d still here if not for me. What positive did I bring into your situation? I think I made it worse. I think I brought more difficulties than anything. And the sad s*** is I thought I was helping. You’d be here if I hadnt reached out that one time. I’m sorry

Trapped in my mind

I hate my life

Why

idk what im doing anymore

well jokes i never knew what i was doing

And Lucid dream the entire time

I been so up lately that me down right now hit so much harder than it did when I was feeling down everyday this one hurt fasho and everything that worked ain’t working right now. I guess I was only meant to feel relief temporarily. Back to the slumps I suppose 😕

Tbh tho I don’t even have the will to pick myself up. It’s so hard falling back to the place you said you never wanted to return to. And then to have it happen over something so MINOR when I’ve been hit with more serious s*** is what’s really making me mad. Like I just wanna go spaz out right now and just punch a hole in the wall at work or smack a mf that I think is looking at me funny. Bro I just don’t have the energy for this fight.

This s*** is pointless. Why am I still here when I have nothing to live for

Tonight sucked for a number of reasons. I wish I could talk to you, just to talk. Not about anything, I just miss someone that cared about me. You have no clue how badly I wish this, legit I shed tears
over you tonight I feel so distant from people who used to be on my side. Everyone just takes advantage of my wealth now,I feel like a f***ing atm. I know you didn’t care, I loved that aspect of you. No matter what I did you were always there..

Why did you have to do it this way, I miss you so f***ing much I wish you took into account how much you became apart of my life. I would give up absolutely anything just to hear from you again

i’m not doing enough

Moved out yesterday. Took me a while to be on my own, well I'm not on my own, but with my cousin. I'm kinda glad Im finally doing this, hopefully it's a first step to finally getting out of my shell and being comfortable. Its all up to me honestly but it's hard.

Like I've said many times on this thread, I f***ing hoping so bad I meet someone, but it's hard when you don't have people to go out with..

Ill get past this loneliness.. I think, because some days I feel gutted and flat and I hate that so much.

felt like i lost major progress i gained over the past few months these past weeks or so, just been frustrated and impatient. like am i really doing better or am i just fooling myself...

Dealing with a relative’s death as well as conflict related to the funeral and issues relating to another relative. Immense stress means I’ve fallen behind with work for school and I don’t feel capable of getting back into the swing of things at the moment. Deadlines are coming which can’t be missed and I’m basically knocked flat on my back with no energy or motivation to get back up.

it's even more difficult because of lockdown retrictions too, but when it comes to people practise makes perfect even if it starts off online then meeting them later.

lonliness is a big massive void i struggle alot with it that's why i'm happy i got this site and discord in rotation

We're not in lockdown. Even if we were I can manage pretty easy honestly.. Maybe not something to be proud of lol. Here in Sydney it's pretty normal, we only got certain restrictions for going out but nothing major. I don't think we've gotten a case of covid in like 10 days. Another state here had ONE case and are locking down everything for 5 days..

I don't post much, but I do read a bit here and this place makes me laugh though. My sense of humour matches perfectly with this place.. Minus the trolling

not me not leveraging my interests and knowledge about things I’m passionate about and using them to create something fruit bareing for my future ultimately rendering myself useless