That was a solid reminder not to post personal s*** in this website or forums in general
@DonJulio delete the thread too please it made it past a page and I can’t delete anymore
Alright, good luck to him man
That was a solid reminder not to post personal s*** in this website or forums in general
@DonJulio delete the thread too please it made it past a page and I can’t delete anymore
Everything good Brodie?
i've come to realise that managing emotions is like physical conditioning you can't reach goals overnight, you have to be invested, dedicated, consistent, passionate and a desire to fufil your appetite of accomplishment in the past i've been incredibly naive and idealistic in my attitude that i'm psychologically crooked and there's nothing i can do.
and if you don't believe in yourself who will? becoming conscious when you're in a dark place and realising that thoughts aren't always accurate and they don't paint an entire picture of a situation is pivotal for progression and recovery.
much love to everyone in here for your words of wisdom and positive outlook to envock an easier recovery. ❤
It’s just like any other skill or ability bro it needs practice and dedication to master it.
Day in and day out we need to work on ourselves to strengthen our minds to not be so easily influenced by negative thoughts.
Muhammad Ali Said “I don’t count my sit-ups until they start to hurt because that’s when it really counts”
On them days when all feels lost those are the days you gotta dust yourself off and push onward, because those down days are the ones the make the biggest difference!
Stay up brother!
family on both sides have disowned me a long time ago around the pandemic starting and s*** just hits me too hard some nights. Other nights I’m completely ok. but it’s really hurting tonight.
Just hard accepting the fact that my mom and dad regret having me and the fact that they were gonna send me to conversion therapy if they found out I was gay when I was younger. I’m for sure certain I would have killed myself. Specially in middle school dealing with anorexia.
And then I see friends/house mates or others completely be embraced by their family for being gay and I get caught up and trapped in this weird jealousy wanting to feel that, but can’t.
I feel almost Kilmonger like about my own family and my own people of Ecuador with their traditionalist views on s*** like this and just lost whatever ounce of empathy I have for them. They’re legit dead to me bro. My niece is only like 14 and she aimlessly called me a over the phone on a videochat
Just continue being yourself ❤️ Show your family you are happy the way you are and that this is the person you want to be.
Maybe they will find that part of themselves that will accept you for who you are and even tho they might not like or agree with your choices, they just want to know your happy.
Keep loving yourself and treat your family how you want to be treated even if they treat you badly!
Happy thanksgiving everyone!
Have a great holiday, cherish the ones around us, and let go of any resentment you may have towards some family members.
Conversations may go left today at the tables but just let it go, it’s not worth getting stirred up over! Be the bigger person, as difficult as that may be, don’t let them get under your skin!
Tell your loved ones you love them and let’s wrap up these last 45 some days of 2020 with good energy and clean consciousness!
Love all y’all who post frequently about struggles and I pray for everyone who may not post about it to please speak up!
Have a great evening! And stay safe everyone!

Thinking
Ledger was just so dedicated to his craft that he literally drove himself crazy. Him working on his joker role, locking himself away for months to slip into the mind of a psycho killer is insane.
Man was definitely having problems getting back into the real world. His joker role really scarred him to the point he had to abuse meds :(
why brother
Honestly, I’m not sure. Too much stress probably but it’s complicated.
I'm so angry with myself for giving this thot attention that she didnt deserve
I’m thankful for the late night conversations, support through my ptsd, your intelligent responses. You consistently took my side on issues just cause it was coming from me, rider mentality. Supporting me in general before things got bad between us. Those were important times in my life. I opened up as best I could, I don’t believe I ever opened up 100% or was honest at times about how I felt. I think in our own ways of trying to protect eachother we pushed away lol. I don’t think we were malicious towards eachother honestly, just weary and hurt.
I still hate how it ended but we each put eachother through alot. I do miss the contact I won’t lie. Alot of difficult stuff happened/has been happening and I miss the bond. I’m sure you said similar last time when I dipped. I don’t think I ever factored in how devastating something like that could be, being on the receiving end now it’s tough.
But I’m thankful. It has all been growth at the end of the day. I hope it was beneficial in some way to you. I think in another life we were meant for eachother, I’m sorry I pushed for it to be this one.
I’m going to try my absolute hardest to not talk on the stuff again or mentions of how I’m dealing with it. I can’t promise I won’t slip up, some days are brutal. Anyways here’s to 2021 and health for us both.
It's all my fault
i'm sorry to hear you are going through a bad time. you wanna talk about it?
i'm sorry to hear you are going through a bad time. you wanna talk about it?
If you want