I mean s*** me neither, especially now... but like damn the relationship wont move anywhere if im not trying.

And maybe that’s the issue, none of them have ever wanted it to move. I really need to focus on someone who actually demonstrates that they like me and not just wordy s***.

Or maybe im just a pos that traps people and they dont know how to say f*** off early on.

anyone feel they are in tussle between the logical and emotional side of their brain.

Literally right now

S*** sucks

Feel like I’m breaking down into despair at least three times a week these days.

why brother

sometimes i wish someone would put me out of my misery 😔

We always gonna be here to listen fam

Keep your head up bro. Just keep being a friendly and humble person and things will fall into place. Don’t bring age into it man, just live your life as happy as you can and the right one will appear in time ❤️

Don’t let those negative thoughts beat you down brother. Your bigger than any problem your brain can conceive.

You will be okay brother, deep breaths and a strong belief in yourself will carry you to a happier place

here's to hoping I won't have to hear about politics/COVID tomorrow at thanksgiving

big gathering?

nah its small

Let’s skip to the part of life where everything has clicked please

I want to see what becomes of me

getting lonely on thanksgiving even though I’m around my
Chosen family

family on both sides have disowned me a long time ago around the pandemic starting and s*** just hits me too hard some nights. Other nights I’m completely ok. but it’s really hurting tonight.

Just hard accepting the fact that my mom and dad regret having me and the fact that they were gonna send me to conversion therapy if they found out I was gay when I was younger. I’m for sure certain I would have killed myself. Specially in middle school dealing with anorexia.

And then I see friends/house mates or others completely be embraced by their family for being gay and I get caught up and trapped in this weird jealousy wanting to feel that, but can’t.

I feel almost Kilmonger like about my own family and my own people of Ecuador with their traditionalist views on s*** like this and just lost whatever ounce of empathy I have for them. They’re legit dead to me bro. My niece is only like 14 and she aimlessly called me a over the phone on a videochat

absolutely on point i think working on my self-image/self-esteem will do me good.

thank you for your kind words brother

D**** are really my only salvation

I love these videos that guys voice is so soothing.

Happy turkey day mfers I love you all and you're all unique in your own way everyone has there own swag and we are all going to shine when it's our time.

Being thankful for another day is good enough for me

Happy thanksgiving to those who recognize this holiday

i've come to realise that managing emotions is like physical conditioning you can't reach goals overnight, you have to be invested, dedicated, consistent, passionate and a desire to fufil your appetite of accomplishment in the past i've been incredibly naive and idealistic in my attitude that i'm psychologically crooked and there's nothing i can do.

and if you don't believe in yourself who will? becoming conscious when you're in a dark place and realising that thoughts aren't always accurate and they don't paint an entire picture of a situation is pivotal for progression and recovery.

much love to everyone in here for your words of wisdom and positive outlook to envock an easier recovery. ❤

Self image is the key bro

I agree he has some really profound stuff and also great boxing/mma a***ysis lol

That was a solid reminder not to post personal s*** in this website or forums in general

@DonJulio delete the thread too please it made it past a page and I can’t delete anymore