1000

Why would make me go through that

aye if any of yall need to speak with a therapist but can't afford it

betterhelp.com

entercode "friendsandfamily" and it should give you a free 6 month trial

Sorry

Heard some sus things about this tho. Have you personally tried it?

Not personally, but my friend currently uses it and she seems to like it.

What’d you hear?

I NEED TO GET OUTOF HERE

rather be dead than feel weak type beat

i suck at life

life is not worth it

My social anxiety has been getting a lot better. Going out with friends has helped a lot.

Years ago I’d rather die than go to a club or something.

But now it feels a lot better. Still working on undoing years of damage but it’s good to see some progress rather than constantly dwelling on the negative.

the pressure is on. and it's f***ing with my routine. but it's time to grow up i suppose

Been doing a lot of crying. Least once a day. I don't know how to describe this feeling I have, mourning or grief.

That feeling you get when you get news that shatterers your reality like a death of a loved one, but persistent.

It's as if reality has become one bad dream I cannot wake up from.

u gonna get thru this g

tomorrow im gonna wake up and be normie manifesting this for me

I sad

I moved and I been in a good mood since I got the f*** out albeit I’m living in paradise. I went to a rave the weekend before I moved and I ate shrooms and molly on the second day and had the worst day of my life ever cause my brother gave me the talk right before the event and I kept looking for external validation or looking to have fun with others I suppose. The third day I ate molly only and I said f*** that s*** I’m that nigga no bad vibes I’m gonna go in there and be the vibe I want to see and I shredded the whole f***ing night it was hot af idgaf I just kept dancing I ended up meeting some really cool people from my hometown and danced with them all night it was great. I saw both sides of the coin in one weekend negative and positive. And ever since I been happy I don’t need anything but myself I am the key.

I stopped doing d**** too I just smoke weed and drink now. I’ll still do d**** tbh but not like I use too that’s for sure.

This has been a very strange day

can feel my brain decaying

Feel myself slipping….it’s so easy sometimes to give in to intrusive thoughts. I hate feeling bitter even for short moments because of my shortcomings vs. what I perceive