Last first day of school tomorrow but fr this time

i give up

This can't be it

Something's on my mind and it just made me have one of those wake up at 3am restless type nights

I worked hard for years to overcome this sleeping problem but it's back... Hopefully just tonight

Vitamins started kicking in and rebooting my circadian rhythm by setting a consistent alarm for each morning and finding ways to be productive be it gym , tv show , browse internet and being kind to myself about improving productivity daily

Have only been seeing the world in grey these last few weeks, if not longer. Everything that once brought me joy no longer does. I think the past 19 months combined with this new job which really is not doing it for me, has used up all my reserves. Long winter ahead too. Can I make it? I don't know. I guess we're about to find out.

Crying is such a sweet release

i been seeing you for a while
i hope you win your battle
you are not unrepentant btw
none of us are
God loves and gives chances to all 🫡

im down bad

Me over the past day

You'll be ok my nigga.

Insecure, and I feel like a part of my brain has stopped functioning

Give up, recluse to nothingness, abandon the world and desire

i’m so f***ing lost bro i keep trying to find a therapist but getting dubbed for bullshit reasons

i’m about to get signed to a mother agency but dude keeps pushing our meeting back feels like he don’t wanna sign me

it’s frustrating bc i keep getting scouted but nothing ever falls thru

i don’t have the energy or passion to do anything i love. everything feels like a job. every interaction with everyone feels forced. no one likes me they just put up with me. i’m draining. i know it. i’m overwhelming i know it.

i can’t cry but i want to so bad

all i can do is drink

thank u zuck ❤️

It's back

I feel better

Definitely a different entity tho.

Been thinking more and more lately about going byebye

They left me alone now I’m lonely

about to main character moment to the local viet cafe with my unbrushed teeth crocs and mommy issues

1pm unbrushed teeth cmon now