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  • I just be feeling like an alien 24/7. Like in those movies where a robot is trynna mimmick human behaviour, that's how I feel every single day.

  • chip skylark 🏄🏾‍♂️
    Sep 15

    Being a kid and judged/shamed for anything that’s not “normal” by your parents and dealing with those things as an adult has been an interesting arc

    Saying “sorry” is about as useful Anne Frank’s drum kit.

    Starting this whole mental health journey has made me very happy but at the same time colder/selfish than I was before because these issues could of been fixed decades ago if they cared

    Also I have a great fear of being bipolar because it runs in my family and no thank u

  • Sep 15
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    #saveme

  • emo genghis khan

    #saveme

    #pls

  • Sep 16
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    I’ve been feeling sad and lonely again

  • Sep 16
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    noisy

    I’ve been feeling sad and lonely again

    sending hugs your way dude

    i hate being alone, but i feel in my experience being around folks that make you feel more lonlier is worse. having someone who does the opposite though is often greater than being alone. i think there is a balance to be struck too much or either one is a net-negative. hope things turn around for you soon

  • Sep 16
    Drogon

    sending hugs your way dude

    i hate being alone, but i feel in my experience being around folks that make you feel more lonlier is worse. having someone who does the opposite though is often greater than being alone. i think there is a balance to be struck too much or either one is a net-negative. hope things turn around for you soon

    Appreciate it fam

    Yeah it’s one of those times I’m blessed to have good people in my life and a good relationship but I’m feeling an emptiness and sorrow that just lingers throughout the day and makes it hard not to dwell on sad thoughts.

    I was gonna elaborate itt but basically a family member passed away the other day and I feel like I’m processing all that sadness after everything, including the funeral and burial, happened so fast.

    I’m trying to pick myself back up, it’s been a long time since I’ve dealt with any depression and that used to be every day for me

  • Sep 16
    Orangutan
    !https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A7stBDO6FPc
  • Sep 17

    I really wanna create something hateful

  • Sep 17

    peace in this pessimism frfr

  • chip skylark 🏄🏾‍♂️
    Sep 17

    Yeah man I’m out

  • My family is actively working against me to make my life worse. There is nobody on my side in my life and it feels like genuinely everyone is a opp

  • Even as i try to break free from my hole they deadass are trying to pull me down

  • Sep 18
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    Does anyone else have a feeling they wont be alive long. Like ive faced the fact i wont have long left on this earth with the way my life goes. I give myself 5 years max before i either OD or blow my brains out

  • Teejayx6

    Does anyone else have a feeling they wont be alive long. Like ive faced the fact i wont have long left on this earth with the way my life goes. I give myself 5 years max before i either OD or blow my brains out

    feel like im already dead!

  • Havent been this consistently depressed in years

  • Teejayx6

    Does anyone else have a feeling they wont be alive long. Like ive faced the fact i wont have long left on this earth with the way my life goes. I give myself 5 years max before i either OD or blow my brains out

    Its jus a ruff time we will grow and prosper

  • loneliness hitting lately

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    what a s***ty life

  • Autumn depression is creeping in on me.
    Also my age and where I am in life.
    It feels like life and society is done with me.

  • emo genghis khan

    what a s***ty life

  • im as sad as before but im not taking it well lately

  • I am alone
    In the darkness of autumn
    My voice has a pitch no one can hear
    My abilities do not express me
    I watch things happen before me
    But I am distant from them
    I don’t want anymore
    Can’t anymore
    Sedate me
    Sedate me
    I stay in bed
    Until the building’s noise drives me into the street
    Thoughts of the future tear apart everything I have pieced together
    It is over
    I am over
    What I feel
    I cannot express
    But I can say
    That I am heavy
    Broken
    Unhappy
    And mute