I just be feeling like an alien 24/7. Like in those movies where a robot is trynna mimmick human behaviour, that's how I feel every single day.
Being a kid and judged/shamed for anything that’s not “normal” by your parents and dealing with those things as an adult has been an interesting arc
Saying “sorry” is about as useful Anne Frank’s drum kit.
Starting this whole mental health journey has made me very happy but at the same time colder/selfish than I was before because these issues could of been fixed decades ago if they cared
Also I have a great fear of being bipolar because it runs in my family and no thank u
I’ve been feeling sad and lonely again
sending hugs your way dude
i hate being alone, but i feel in my experience being around folks that make you feel more lonlier is worse. having someone who does the opposite though is often greater than being alone. i think there is a balance to be struck too much or either one is a net-negative. hope things turn around for you soon
sending hugs your way dude
i hate being alone, but i feel in my experience being around folks that make you feel more lonlier is worse. having someone who does the opposite though is often greater than being alone. i think there is a balance to be struck too much or either one is a net-negative. hope things turn around for you soon
Appreciate it fam
Yeah it’s one of those times I’m blessed to have good people in my life and a good relationship but I’m feeling an emptiness and sorrow that just lingers throughout the day and makes it hard not to dwell on sad thoughts.
I was gonna elaborate itt but basically a family member passed away the other day and I feel like I’m processing all that sadness after everything, including the funeral and burial, happened so fast.
I’m trying to pick myself back up, it’s been a long time since I’ve dealt with any depression and that used to be every day for me
Yeah man I’m out
My family is actively working against me to make my life worse. There is nobody on my side in my life and it feels like genuinely everyone is a opp
Does anyone else have a feeling they wont be alive long. Like ive faced the fact i wont have long left on this earth with the way my life goes. I give myself 5 years max before i either OD or blow my brains out
Does anyone else have a feeling they wont be alive long. Like ive faced the fact i wont have long left on this earth with the way my life goes. I give myself 5 years max before i either OD or blow my brains out
feel like im already dead!
Does anyone else have a feeling they wont be alive long. Like ive faced the fact i wont have long left on this earth with the way my life goes. I give myself 5 years max before i either OD or blow my brains out
Its jus a ruff time we will grow and prosper
Autumn depression is creeping in on me.
Also my age and where I am in life.
It feels like life and society is done with me.
I am alone
In the darkness of autumn
My voice has a pitch no one can hear
My abilities do not express me
I watch things happen before me
But I am distant from them
I don’t want anymore
Can’t anymore
Sedate me
Sedate me
I stay in bed
Until the building’s noise drives me into the street
Thoughts of the future tear apart everything I have pieced together
It is over
I am over
What I feel
I cannot express
But I can say
That I am heavy
Broken
Unhappy
And mute