Scared for the future.

Feeling MUCH better vs this time last week. Ready to take on the work week & be “dat boi” again all systems online again

I’m stressed and scared. Class of 2026. Seems the job market is right back to s***. We haven’t recovered from 2020, we’re still living in its aftermath. And it’s bleak. Everything, genuinely, is worse now. Nearly everything entry-level needs 3 years of experience. Half of the internships are unpaid. I’m competing with basically everyone for even a part-time position now.

The bigotry is just so much more insane these days too, where the hell did all the outrage go from 2020?

It was all fake outrage. Twitter is not real.

Everything is worse sadly you’re right.

bring me back to when targets were being burnt down

This new plugin i got is f***ing up bad

I might lose some of my work from yesterday

no smart phone since july the 1st and it's improved things

Would taking Wellbutrin at night help? That’s the only times I felt its affect on me

Idk if im depressed or if im just growing up

I still have a lot of passion for science and art but not so much for music anymore, idk it just feels like ive explored that and its time to try new s***

Ssris arent rly supposed to be "felt" its more of a long term mood boost that protects against depression. Its not designed to make u feel good as much as it just prevents u from feeling bad

Well I feel like s*** every since I started it in a “please can I go to bed” type of way

Ssris are not gonna work for everyone, depends on your unique biology and what is exactly causing your mood to be low, tbh thats why a lot of ppl just smoke weed or use other d**** because the legal antidepressents usually suck ass

Ssris are known to have a lot of potential side effects

Yeah I’m already on Zoloft and sleep meds . Also I’m an alcoholic so this year I’m trying to curb the coping with either my meds or weeds. My doc told me it should boost my energy & overall mood instead of the sleep hangover and it just feels like I’m going backwards

Gonna call her today and see if this is normal

The problem with mental health treatment in america is this dumbass tendency doctors have to admit they dont know everything while denying anything that isnt considered "science"

Why should i trust u as a doctor when u admit theres things u dont know yet u deny every alternative possibility except that which the medical association deems true

Drinking daily is a big issue, i used to drink 375ml of liqour a day, that s*** led me to some very dark places

Other issue is everyone is unique and sometimes mental issues are a matter of lifestyle or even underlying illness/developmental issues (my problem) which have nothing to do with neurotransmitter levels and this cannot be resolved using those medications

Biological signaling networks are insanely complex and nonlinear so assuming u can just block some molecule or upregulate some molecule and it works for everyone is re tarded

Yet the pharmaceutical parasite i mean industry makes a killing off this s*** so its rly not about your health its just about money

Ive been considering saving money by just dropping any mental health provider and handling this myself, altho its risky cus i definitely am insane

Yeah I think I averaged like damn near 3ish liters a week for a long time. This year I’ve cut down a lot to a point I was having alcohol withdrawal if I decided to have 1 fun night. I’m trying to get to the point where I don’t need it to be myself anymore because my health is deteriorating. It’s all stress related coping things and social stuff but I’m slowly chipping away for me to just be okay with myself without getting drunk

racism affected me way more than i thought

we're so back

Been hella depressed lately

This s*** is unbearable man

Feel like I’ve been waiting to catch a break since I was 13