Anxiety been tearing me apart the last week wtf

We live in a fake ass world man. We should be free of judgment but humans decide to follow ignorance instead of love

Some days I’m just so angry. It’s incredible, really.

do you know what it is called? i'd have to look at something to remember what i get but i have to go every month for the rest of my life since i decided i wanted to be cool and smoke weed

the urges are at an all time high rn

its so weird just going back to normal
bout to go play pick up ball and pretend like i didnt come close to attempting last night

So happy im still here man

Cant imagine how sad itd be if i wasnt

The only thing keeping me from going is I don't have a good method down

Most of my problems are self inflicted. I feel like I was in a coma for most of my life and I only started waking up earlier this year. So much time wasted, I could have done more. I make no excuses for that. But now, as I'm trying to change, I feel the weight of the world halting my momentum. My family, the government, society, things beyond my control. And it is driving me kind of insane. The progress was already slow, but now it feels like I've hit a dead end. Can I really change? Can things really get better? That doubt eats at me. If you can't believe in the future then the only options are dying or living like you're already dead, and I never want to do the latter again.

Hey, just wanted to say I could’ve written this post. I was mentally dead for like the first 25 years of my life, and now I’m finally learning how to stand up just when it feels like the world is ending. I don’t have any answers, but I feel you.

How we doin this week, folks?

Feeling s***ty when i shouldnt be

Damn bro, whats the damage?

Bipolar for me at least just comes from undiagnosed energy problems due to chakra imbalance

The kundalini is blocked and this causes issues with energy flow

Life realization removing the mask on reality and staring at the truth that I'm a failure

Were you always a failure? Or when did you fail?

Is this sarcasm

Nope. I’m interested. When did you realise?

I really dislike this question like it feels like it has a negative connotation

Oh I’m sorry!

Looking for happiness in all the wrong places

Should definitely be on medicine but we ball anyway. I’ll never forget being on Lexapro & then getting off it & how much more incredible music sounded, I swore never again

So real