i havent felt this s*** in ages

i really want to die

Its wild how my doctor still has me on the same med i tried to overdose on 2 years ago

i must have the super strong variant of bipolar

i think imma tell my doctor that these d**** are my meds and i cant live without them just like they think i need whatever bullshit they tryna give me that dont rly work

Whew buddy im unraveling today. Tryna keep myself in check.

I guess the only thing I've learned is how to catch myself when im going off the deep end rather than just jumping off.

Thats progress. But still, kinda wish it didnt happen at all. Ik people got their own s*** but it feels like they definitely able to move a bit easier than me.

Mental prison

Being able to identify it and not go any further when in the past you would have, is a beautiful thing

Something I’ve also noticed I am able to do now as well

I’m better today than yesterday

what are we here to bear witness against man

I had a good cry tonight. I know it's easy to remember but I sometimes be forgetting that I have others to live for...

i don't really know what's love

a bit depressed about it

Does anyone feel like people watch them sometimes? Like whenever you enter a store or just walking around.

I'm wondering if this is just crazy anxiety, paranoia, or narcissism.

Decided to shave my head and now I feel even less like myself lol. It was time tho.

pics

Thought about doing this too lol didn’t do it tho

Slowly feeling better about it. Takes some getting used to for sure lol

Just spend another week in the psych ward… ‘twas hell

hope you’re feeling better than before you went in

I am. Thank you 🙏

schzoid asocial etc

IM A GOD