Word. Just curious because I use to work at one and had to cover on the intensive unit sometimes.

i legit dont even be meaning to be distant to my niggas, but the journey of getting your swagger back mentally and physically is a lonesome journey. few more weeks to go.

being able to be alone with your thoughts and talk back without the distraction of work or pr0n as a buffer has been a long journey to get here.

highkey the most productive winter I've had since...well a long time. Usually the cold season be having me spiraling, but not this time.

Even with this cloud of grief from musicians dying recently locally, I'm learning how to move through it and not away from it.

I hope all the folks ITT finding that way through, or at least, finding the strength to know tomorrow's another chance to try again. <3

it’s me

life is too hard for me man, everything just overwhelms these days

sometimes i actually wish i had a terminal illness or something just so i'd have an excuse for my regression and lack of direction

the fact i have a few things on my list that i have to do/experience before i die is the only reason i won't kill myself

Every time I consider taking a break from weed I’m reminded how stupid of an idea it is.

It tough out here lately as of…

i think one of the moments that impacted my life the most this decade was exactly five years ago on my birthday, when some people were rushing to sing happy birthday so they could go home to watch the football game

after that, i realized i needed to change my priorities when it came to people and who i invest my time in

then like three days later, the pandemic started and the rest is history. everything changed after that week

feeling like the king of sorrow this morning

It ain’t looking good over here

anhedonia is a b****

it’s like even after a good day i can’t be good

having to remind myself that i'm good every day gets tiring.

my brain overworks itself for no reason.

I have an idea of what it would look like for me to live authentically. The problem is I have no idea how to really get there and once I start doing the work, I get convinced that none of it would ever work or nothing matters. Back to square one lol

What does the idea look like?

I’d like to be a novelist, but I’m interested in producing music too.

Make it your passion and interest. Work on it.

Things take time.

You need discipline and consistency. Determination.

Feel like that episode of powerpuff girls where that clown turns the world black n white lmao

work is getting to me smfh

Haven’t been okay for awhile.

Praying every day it gets better

I'm this 🤏 close to putting in my two weeks.

i dont wanna be the villian

but everyone seees me as the villian

u dont understand. like i understand when people do dumb s*** like killing random people. that comes from loneliness and psychosis, two things i know super well

obv id never do something like that, but i understand