I'm still in my durk healing process

Anyone else suffer from Body Dismorphia?

I did terribly when I was a child. I was so insecure with my weight I would wear a hoodie everywhere. It's been a journey but I'm less insecure as I'm older

Aww that's very wholesome. I'm happy that you've seem to overcome it. You should be proud 👏 ❤️

man i hate my life

Good days are decent.

Bad days are terrible.

To have joy back in my life one day would be amazing

i get so dissociated when hanging out with more than 2 people at once

i feel awful, think its cause i keep skipping my med

great f***ing fiancé is sick. getting sick is one of my triggers which is not her fault but this couldn’t of happened at a worse time

double cup, deuce, four, six, just mix it in sprite

Been sick with a bacterial infection of sinuses for like 10 days, NGL s*** ruined my mental health for this month cause I was extremely looking towards spending as much time doing festive things with my daughter, but I've spent most of december lying in bed or on the couch with a fever, coughing my lungs out.
Finally started feeling better yesterday and spent the day today doing Christmas eve stuff with her and it's like a battery has been inserted into my brain, she just gives me so much strenght and will to live, it's amazing.

I wish you all a merry Xmas, to be spent with your loved ones in good health, things like these remind you that those are truly the only 2 things that matter.

Im glad to hear
And hope u have a great christmas too!

I just want to be good enough for her

I hate all of this please take me to New Years before o overdose

If she doesn’t like you for the way you are she aint good enough for you my brother.
You are the main character in this GTA life you understand? You deserve the best because you are the best.
God bless you

I started journaling again a few days ago

I used to write a lot when I was younger and I stopped for whatever reason.

Anyway, I recommend it if you've been feeling like your head is on fire or there's no one to talk to.

Does anyone know anything about/have experience with Ziprasidone or Clomipramine?

things will never be like they used to be and i hate it

Why

man i’m so jealous of my gfs family. they are kinda try hardy but they are all in a good spot and very happy together. mines so dysfunctional and going through a lot

around the holidays just comparing our times at our respective families gets me really down

I just got a sudden burst of motivation and positivity. Gonna ride this high

"What do you want?" gotta be the worst question of all time