Oct 11, 2023
codeine cowboyconstantly being your own worst enemy is tiring
Yeah s*** is ASS!! Thatâs why I try to keep myself busy or exercise to keep the demons at bay!! Hang in there!!!
Oct 12, 2023just signed up for three volunteer opportunities so that felt kinda good.
Oct 12, 2023I donât feel like Iâm capable of being loved and I cope by hiding under my masculinity
- Oct 12, 2023
Hence the avy
- Oct 12, 2023
My classmates feel like I have this uncanny sense of confidence but really itâs my growing anhedonia and results donât matter to me because I canât really feel anything good or bad
- Oct 12, 2023
I keep moving in the right direction taking action but even so my dreams and ideal life just seem even further
- Oct 12, 2023
The good thing about feeling like you have nothing to lose is that itâs only up from here
Oct 12, 2023¡1 replyI been doing good but i always got a scared feeling in back of my head tht it can come back at anytime
- Oct 13, 2023
I had this dream last week and it felt so damn real someone was encouraging me to commit and it was the hardest ideation I ever felt
- Oct 15, 2023
i want love
- Oct 15, 2023
i feel weak. sometimes i wish i was someone else. i didnât ask for any of this
- Oct 15, 2023
FOREVAi am so f***ing lonely
RT
Oct 15, 2023FOREVAi am so f***ing lonely
Oct 16, 2023¡4 repliesDysthymia also known as persistent depressive disorder (PDD), is a mental and behavioral disorder, specifically a disorder primarily of mood, consisting of similar cognitive and physical problems as major depressive disorder, but with longer-lasting symptoms. The concept was used by Robert Spitzer as a replacement for the term "depressive personality" in the late 1970s.
As dysthymia is a chronic disorder, those with the condition may experience symptoms for many years before it is diagnosed, if diagnosis occurs at all. As a result, they may believe that depression is a part of their character, so they may not even discuss their symptoms with doctors, family members or friends.
Dysthymia characteristics include an extended period of depressed mood combined with at least two other symptoms which may include insomnia or hypersomnia, fatigue or low energy, eating changes (more or less), low self-esteem, or feelings of hopelessness. Poor concentration or difficulty making decisions are treated as another possible symptom. Irritability is one of the more common symptoms in children and adolescents.
Mild degrees of dysthymia may result in people withdrawing from stress and avoiding opportunities for failure. In more severe cases of dysthymia, people may withdraw from daily activities. They will usually find little pleasure in usual activities and pastimes.
Diagnosis of dysthymia can be difficult because of the subtle nature of the symptoms and patients can often hide them in social situations, making it challenging for others to detect symptoms. Additionally, dysthymia often occurs at the same time as other psychological disorders, which adds a level of complexity in determining the presence of dysthymia, particularly because there is often an overlap in the symptoms of disorders.
There is a high incidence of comorbid illness in those with dysthymia. Suicidal behavior is also a particular problem with those with dysthymia. It is vital to look for signs of major depression, panic disorder, generalised anxiety disorder, alcohol and substance use disorders, and personality disorder.
- Oct 16, 2023jack johnson
Dysthymia also known as persistent depressive disorder (PDD), is a mental and behavioral disorder, specifically a disorder primarily of mood, consisting of similar cognitive and physical problems as major depressive disorder, but with longer-lasting symptoms. The concept was used by Robert Spitzer as a replacement for the term "depressive personality" in the late 1970s.
As dysthymia is a chronic disorder, those with the condition may experience symptoms for many years before it is diagnosed, if diagnosis occurs at all. As a result, they may believe that depression is a part of their character, so they may not even discuss their symptoms with doctors, family members or friends.
Dysthymia characteristics include an extended period of depressed mood combined with at least two other symptoms which may include insomnia or hypersomnia, fatigue or low energy, eating changes (more or less), low self-esteem, or feelings of hopelessness. Poor concentration or difficulty making decisions are treated as another possible symptom. Irritability is one of the more common symptoms in children and adolescents.
Mild degrees of dysthymia may result in people withdrawing from stress and avoiding opportunities for failure. In more severe cases of dysthymia, people may withdraw from daily activities. They will usually find little pleasure in usual activities and pastimes.
Diagnosis of dysthymia can be difficult because of the subtle nature of the symptoms and patients can often hide them in social situations, making it challenging for others to detect symptoms. Additionally, dysthymia often occurs at the same time as other psychological disorders, which adds a level of complexity in determining the presence of dysthymia, particularly because there is often an overlap in the symptoms of disorders.
There is a high incidence of comorbid illness in those with dysthymia. Suicidal behavior is also a particular problem with those with dysthymia. It is vital to look for signs of major depression, panic disorder, generalised anxiety disorder, alcohol and substance use disorders, and personality disorder.
Yeah I screenshotted tf outta this. This is deadass me & was creeping me out reading it
Going to look more into this, ty so much for posting 
- Oct 16, 2023FOREVA
i am so f***ing lonely
Oct 16, 2023CutiePieHoleI been doing good but i always got a scared feeling in back of my head tht it can come back at anytime
for me it feels like i am always thinking something bad is going to happen or something will happen
- Oct 16, 2023jack johnson
Dysthymia also known as persistent depressive disorder (PDD), is a mental and behavioral disorder, specifically a disorder primarily of mood, consisting of similar cognitive and physical problems as major depressive disorder, but with longer-lasting symptoms. The concept was used by Robert Spitzer as a replacement for the term "depressive personality" in the late 1970s.
As dysthymia is a chronic disorder, those with the condition may experience symptoms for many years before it is diagnosed, if diagnosis occurs at all. As a result, they may believe that depression is a part of their character, so they may not even discuss their symptoms with doctors, family members or friends.
Dysthymia characteristics include an extended period of depressed mood combined with at least two other symptoms which may include insomnia or hypersomnia, fatigue or low energy, eating changes (more or less), low self-esteem, or feelings of hopelessness. Poor concentration or difficulty making decisions are treated as another possible symptom. Irritability is one of the more common symptoms in children and adolescents.
Mild degrees of dysthymia may result in people withdrawing from stress and avoiding opportunities for failure. In more severe cases of dysthymia, people may withdraw from daily activities. They will usually find little pleasure in usual activities and pastimes.
Diagnosis of dysthymia can be difficult because of the subtle nature of the symptoms and patients can often hide them in social situations, making it challenging for others to detect symptoms. Additionally, dysthymia often occurs at the same time as other psychological disorders, which adds a level of complexity in determining the presence of dysthymia, particularly because there is often an overlap in the symptoms of disorders.
There is a high incidence of comorbid illness in those with dysthymia. Suicidal behavior is also a particular problem with those with dysthymia. It is vital to look for signs of major depression, panic disorder, generalised anxiety disorder, alcohol and substance use disorders, and personality disorder.
i feel like this sometimes but i dont have depression sometimes my mood is like 'meh i dont wanna do nothing'' but i eventually push myself to do it, also some of these symptoms kinda relate to what i go though being diabetic because being diabetic effects EVERYTHING
- Oct 16, 2023jack johnson
Dysthymia also known as persistent depressive disorder (PDD), is a mental and behavioral disorder, specifically a disorder primarily of mood, consisting of similar cognitive and physical problems as major depressive disorder, but with longer-lasting symptoms. The concept was used by Robert Spitzer as a replacement for the term "depressive personality" in the late 1970s.
As dysthymia is a chronic disorder, those with the condition may experience symptoms for many years before it is diagnosed, if diagnosis occurs at all. As a result, they may believe that depression is a part of their character, so they may not even discuss their symptoms with doctors, family members or friends.
Dysthymia characteristics include an extended period of depressed mood combined with at least two other symptoms which may include insomnia or hypersomnia, fatigue or low energy, eating changes (more or less), low self-esteem, or feelings of hopelessness. Poor concentration or difficulty making decisions are treated as another possible symptom. Irritability is one of the more common symptoms in children and adolescents.
Mild degrees of dysthymia may result in people withdrawing from stress and avoiding opportunities for failure. In more severe cases of dysthymia, people may withdraw from daily activities. They will usually find little pleasure in usual activities and pastimes.
Diagnosis of dysthymia can be difficult because of the subtle nature of the symptoms and patients can often hide them in social situations, making it challenging for others to detect symptoms. Additionally, dysthymia often occurs at the same time as other psychological disorders, which adds a level of complexity in determining the presence of dysthymia, particularly because there is often an overlap in the symptoms of disorders.
There is a high incidence of comorbid illness in those with dysthymia. Suicidal behavior is also a particular problem with those with dysthymia. It is vital to look for signs of major depression, panic disorder, generalised anxiety disorder, alcohol and substance use disorders, and personality disorder.
sounds made up
- Oct 16, 2023
crying puking vomiting convulsing hyperventilating
- Oct 17, 2023¡4 replies
bpd has stolen my entire life from me ive been so lonely and isolated for so long that the first time i experience genuine affection i have a complete bpd episode and now everything is ruined once again
atleast i can say i have real good memories now that i can look back on when i feel sad
for the first time ever i felt love and acceptance only for me to get triggered and f*** everything up
i had the best time of my life here and i couldnt handle it 
Oct 17, 2023¡2 repliesPainPapibpd has stolen my entire life from me ive been so lonely and isolated for so long that the first time i experience genuine affection i have a complete bpd episode and now everything is ruined once again
atleast i can say i have real good memories now that i can look back on when i feel sad
for the first time ever i felt love and acceptance only for me to get triggered and f*** everything up
i had the best time of my life here and i couldnt handle itdo u have any helpful information for me if im currently involved with a bpd girl
Oct 18, 2023¡edited¡1 replybeen dealing with my anxiety fluctuating over the past few weeks since i had a panic attack hit me
went down last week but went back up because i got stuck looking at the I/P situation and I also get anxious about my increased anxiety in a self-fulfilling cycle
been hard, stuck in my bed all day for the past few
have trouble sleeping when it goes up because i wake up 2 hours later with massive night sweats and my heart racing
generally i feel like the panic attack which kicked this whole thing off was a result of failing to manage my anxieties for the past 3 years and just putting it on the back burner even though i could feel it going up bit by bit
donât feel like listening to music, donât feel like playing games, donât feel like doing anything when iâm like this
- Oct 18, 2023¡1 reply
i thought i was depressed then i did sum push ups đ
Oct 18, 2023PainPapibpd has stolen my entire life from me ive been so lonely and isolated for so long that the first time i experience genuine affection i have a complete bpd episode and now everything is ruined once again
atleast i can say i have real good memories now that i can look back on when i feel sad
for the first time ever i felt love and acceptance only for me to get triggered and f*** everything up
i had the best time of my life here and i couldnt handle itare you on any type therapy or meds for it?