I'm so manic rn

anxiety/OCD kicking my ass

OCD is torture.

I feel like the entire thing is built on doubt. Before I leave the crib I always think I've left some electric appliance on that's gonna burn the whole thing down, and 99% of the time it's bs

I hope everyone is doing good mane

wish i was dead

I'm glad that you're not

We need you here comrade

OCD makes doubt notoriously brutal to cope with lmao because we obsess about whether or not the choice was correct or if we can trust our judgment

S*** is brutal esp when it comes to matters of the heart

Change of the seasons kicking my ass lol

d**** arent even helping anymore im so cooked

Word.

Even worse when you encounter who attempts to gaslight too to doubt your own version of events or sanity

Happened to me all the time as a kid

Permanently traumatized but therapy has helped me

Ay man sorry if I was annoying you earlier today, but what's going on emotionally?

Btw I was just f***ing with you about the doom threads but genuine mental health stuff is obv different and if you don't think I'm a total bum I'm always here to talk man

I've had and still sometimes do struggle w suicidal thoughts and ideation (not the latter at this point though) so I know what it can be like. I get long bouts where I just don't feel anything either

Aww that's sad b. I'm sorry you went through that 😔

I'm glad therapy has helped you x

Need a lobotomy

😐

wat doing

I hope the weekend is kind to y'all

Y'all are winners frfr 🏆

Where is this from, b?

Charlotte

Is it worth checking out?

you should check it out, its only one season

Ah, sweet. I'll put it on my watchlist.

U got much planned this weekend, b?

I feel like i've been gaslight so much i'm confused