hoping to get some good rest tonight.

love..

feeling a bit better but i am exhausted.

honestly i feel you , when im stressed (on weeks like this) i need to run and work out .

& luckily i have a lot of space on our property , i feel safe and also i can work out and come straight home. my hands are cold but i feel great .

@emu 💗rt.

i get in my zone .

i don’t wanna behave , don’t wanna wait for Saturday .

it’s been a s***ty day , and Mercury’s in retrograde .

💗

@xamo is such a goat 🐐💓💕💜

why is my confidence so high around people when im alone when i meet people but when im with friends or meet people i already know im quiet

I can't believe i let an " I love you " slip out of my mouth after s***.
I need to stop acting like a boyfriend when you're not ready for that.
I need to stop doing everything for you and treating you so special while in return you don't feel the same.
I f***ed another girl today . I don't even feel bad . We're not together.
I no longer care if you want me or not . I need to not take this seriously.
I love you but you're emotionally unavailable and I need to move on .

This is the only positive relationship with a girl i've dated in my entire life . This is the only "situationship" i've ever had that has gone this smoothly. No arguing or nothing. Lots in common and communication is relaly good . You understand me.It's just bad timing . You have alot going on and don't have room for me .

When i said " I love you" by accident i f***ing meant it

The s***is so good . The communication is so good. The fun we have is so good.

Why can't this work out again?

I feel like you're going to loose me and regret it when i'm not in your life .

You told me you want to be friends if this doesn't work but that won't work.

I love you and don't want to see you with someone else, screwing someone else, and not with me.

We agreed to date until our deadline where you will tell me your feelings.

I've already come to terms with the idea i'd have to cut you off permenantly .

I swear after my last situationship from 1 1/2 years ago I've been so afraid of relationships.

She f***ed me up so bad and manipulated me I don't know up from down . I naturally assume every women is trying to manipulate me. I stopped communicating my feelings cause i feel like i'll be left feeling even more unsatisfied.

I notice half the time when i'm overreacting over a new girl it's cause of prior experience with that she devil. Whenever something seems off i assume she's doing the worse.

This new girl has taught me not every women is like that. They aren't all behind your back betraying or disrespecting you. They can be consistent. They can be kind . They don't keep exes around . They don't all lie . I don't know if i trust her but she has shown me what dating a sane women is like . It was fun .

I gotta stop falling in love with these hispanic women. Gonna be the death of me .

Can't find my dad's license and he gets outta jail in two weeks

And i can't find my Sprite hat

F*** this

Why is everything in my life so unsatisfying

I CANT FIND THIS GODDAMN HAT

Better than the liqour store

Better than some ecstasy

Tipsy for yaaa tipsy for yaaa

Drunk off your love drunk off your love

college is ass and i can’t see myself taking it seriously in my current mind frame but f*** it we ball

This s*** unanimous for you, it's damaging for you, I think
That p**** should only be holding exclusive rights to me