ive come to conclusion that finding genuine good friends in a country thats spinning on major racial prejudice, is going to be nearly impossible
i can tell u right now, hand on my heart;
25yrs of living here, i had maybe 1 only true good friend
this behavior has been going on since kindergarten tbh
even so called best friends, in the heat of the moment would ditch me because who wants to defend the "weird" black guy ya know
just devoting my life to myself for now
Terrible way of looking at things because the entire world has f***ed up views of race, gender, sexual orientation, and gender identity.
ow yeah almost forgot;
yesterday i was talkin with ma girl on the phone when a random dude asked me if i was illegal???
How long i had been living here? and if i even had a house to stay.....
racism, u gotta love it
cant even sit on a park bench to make an easy call
Jesus, what state are you living in?
Terrible way of looking at things because the entire world has f***ed up views of race, gender, sexual orientation, and gender identity.
Bro do u even know. They lit my hair on fire cause i have an afro?
Or got expelled cause my zgro gave them the school bad looks?
Meanwhile i got adhd too, ma entire mental frame is diff more fragile
Combine high racism every day by every age group with an undiagnosed mental disorder and yes, u collapse
How come just yesterday eve i was having a phone call with ma girlfriend that a random senior who was walking his dog,had to bombard me that i looked illegal to him, did i have ma papers on me? Etc...
Caregivers even tolf me and my sis to be wary of our own dad cause they thought he was a pedophile (hes white were mixed)
And i have a billion more stories
So no. Im not close minded.
Im 25
And let ALOT of things slip cause they manipulated us into thinking its normal,its how life is
Jesus, what state are you living in?
Belgium bro :(
S*** stinks out here,every day life is just me battling my skin color
Everything i do or say is my skin color
"Shut up ur a monkey, relax u don't have the right to do or say that,. And if u don't like it gtfo to Africa".....
Any civilized convo ever
Jesus, what state are you living in?
Matter of fact i never got properly diagnosed due to my skin color
Every symptom i had was "normal to Africans"
And they wont support a black kid seemingly struggling or failing at things,thats fun to them, how it should be smh
In the middle of a cloud ⛅️
Had a miscommunication with my mom and it turned into a verbal fight and that was it. Breaking point for myself. Called to a center for therapy.
Will start in April 12th.
That Isaiah Rashad thread should be open just ban mfs accordingly. Mods ruin everything
I appreciate it man. It’s trippy to me hearing that in real life too btw.
I feel like I just picked up a DAW for the very first time. I just want to put as much stuff out as I can/learn through the process.
Kinda just woke up today with 2 new beats on my hard drive and maybe like half a verse. I definitely want to put something together for tomorrow lol.
Thank you so much for listening!
I’m still getting my life together lol.
Matter of fact i never got properly diagnosed due to my skin color
Every symptom i had was "normal to Africans"
And they wont support a black kid seemingly struggling or failing at things,thats fun to them, how it should be smh
Which part of belguim do u live?
West Flanders
I've heard over those sides be like that, how is it in brussels or antwerp ?
I've heard over those sides be like that, how is it in brussels or antwerp ?
Better but still alive
Its better cause more foreign ppl live there and people get accustomed to them but the prejudice is always alive
I mean the mayor of Antwerp is literally leader of one of the biggest right political groups
Over here, people are really old fashioned, they basically just country people stuck 30-40years ago
Like over here people will actually stop and stare
If u walk on the street, theyll grab their bag when they see cause they afraid u gon rob em lmao
Its a mindset
Since i was young, every group of every level and age has discriminated me for literally no reason other than me being black, purposefully mispronouncing ur name, way u talk, smell, look etc
Every detail gets scrutinized just for them to be like;
"Haha we just joking tho its not that deep"....
Well it is
And if ya respond,they play the victim card and start blaming u for being sensitive....
"Negros/monkeys,yall all the same" smh
Belgium bro :(
S*** stinks out here,every day life is just me battling my skin color
Everything i do or say is my skin color
"Shut up ur a monkey, relax u don't have the right to do or say that,. And if u don't like it gtfo to Africa".....
Any civilized convo ever
Sorry to hear that
hollywood has really brainwashed us.
everything you believe was telecasted to you, and even when you don't see it you hear it from all the other dweebies thaf saw it
Just found out one of my new friends is my birthday twin
Bro I get that people piss a lot when drunk but I feel like I have to piss an inordinate amount of times
If you go be scared to drive to black neighborhoods, DONT be an Uber driver lol. Mfs weird.
If you go be scared to drive to black neighborhoods, DONT be an Uber driver lol. Mfs weird.
What state are you in?