CRABatTHEBOOTY

5y

Yeah
He didn’t play any songs
I don’t know why
But I was excited to hear some
But
Oh well
I will ask tomorrow doe

Eyesonthesmile

5y

Power company really threatening to turn off power after giving them 300$
Interesting world

DonutHole

5y

Scummy world*

Eyesonthesmile

5y

I just need a break from all this stressful world. An escape but I wanna be happy and I don’t wanna take a break from here. But I feel so negative and I don’t want to be.
@DonutHole i appreciate you so much though and all the fam in here.

DonutHole

5y

I appreciate u and have much love for you 🐐 💙💜👑
Really hope things get sorted out

Whatever decision you make to feel better (stay or take a break) I support it!

Eyesonthesmile

5y

I just gotta take it one day at a time, realize life is hard and also take time to breathe. Much love for you as well 🤍🤍🤍
I want to stay I just don’t wanna give negative energy to such amazing people. You all are like family to me. You welcomed me in and it’s just amazing highlights in here even in the lowest lights. I had An amazing Weezer cooking club highlight this evening with some marinated pork and potatoes. I’ve been drinking Diet Pepsi lately so that as well.

DonutHole

5y

I understand but don't feel like you have to isolate yourself to spare us

You're a good person through and through - venting, ranting or just having an outlet for your troubles is not negative energy - it can be relieving and we're here for you - you don't have to hide to deal with it alone

Unless you start violently spazzing on us - you are more than welcome

The great highlights itt you've contributed to as well! So thank yourself as well (ty fr, you add alot of positivity and wholesomeness itt tbh 🤗)

Remember, we understand and love you. 💜 ❤️ ✨ 💙 🌟

Ps :that dish sounds delicious 😋 =w= cooking club winning

FlipFlop

5y

Yo you got a discord I can add you on? I'm tryna talk music

Cant pick

5y

anyone can feel free to violently spaz at me

imdoinf

5y

SHUT THE F*** UP BLAH FOR ONCE JUST SHUT YOUR MOUTH
NO AND IT SUCKS
JUST SHUT UO

Cant pick

5y

this feels natural

feelingisfirst

5y

because this thread always finds a way to pull out s*** i long forgotten:

on the subject of chiptunes:

so it was my first time living by myself, and now that i could do whatever i wanted when i wanted without having to be considerate of anyone else, i...went to a lot of shows.

and at the smaller shows i went to, i would always see this one girl. what caught my attention is that i was usually going to different type of shows so i was like "dam, she really got taste"

anyway, one time we both showed up for a show really early and were next to each other in line. if i were to bet, i would say she probably recognized me too, but that's not to toot my own horn or anything, but rather, there was that tension or phenomenon that when you're next to someone, and you both recognize each other, but you don't say s***, so it just feels awkward af LMAO.

hold on, lemme just cut out the details we talk at this show, and it's f***ing magical, and we lose each other in the crowd, so the show ends and im driving home, and out on the road i see the girl just walking on her own, so i pull up and ask if she wants a ride, and she's like yeah. so she directs me to where she lives, and when we pull up to where she lives it's......where i live too LMAOOO.

so we have a friendship, and it's nice. she invites me over a number of times and it was always great. it was nice in that she was completely separate from every other social circle i had, but we had so much in common that we never had to talk about the other needless parts of our lives.

anyway, so she's like ''hey lets start a chiptune band, i got someone who can play drums" and im like "uhhh, i dont really know how to play instruments"

"you have that keyboard tho"

"yeah but i only know how to play like..two radiohead songs and thats it"

"well it's not like i know how to really play anything. come on, we'll just learn"

and i just was so...scared i guess. not like fear, but more like....i knew there would be an anxiety that i would rather just avoid. why try to put myself out there??

anyway, the year ends, and we both move

and then we don't really talk

and months pass and i go to a show

and i see this dude start setting up s*** for like a chiptune setup

and im like cool the opener is gonna do some chiptune s***

and then i see the girl walk on stage

and it's the same girl

they start playing.......and it's f***ing beautiful

the crowd loves it! even if i didn't know her, i would love the music. she f***ing did it. when they ended their set, the crowd was f***ing hyped.

she smiled at me while playing during the set, and so afterwards, we meet up. and i'm of course gushing how awesome she was. and she's like oh yeah, here's the drummer, he's my bf

so moral of the story, yet again:

• put yourself f***ing out there
• don't give up
• hang on to those people who make you feel so at home in their company
  

imdoinf

5y

I'mNotReal#5273

DonutHole

5y

I'll have to listen to deluxe later then cuz my pc is upstairs
I'm downstairs finna eat...
#dilemma

Bad Finger Boogie

5y

My PC's upstairs
My room is upstairs
And my food is downstairs

FlipFlop

5y

Let's goooo I'll contact you in the coming days if it's ok with you!

feelingisfirst

5y

because this thread always finds a way to pull out s*** i long forgotten:

on the subject of chiptunes:

so it was my first time living by myself, and now that i could do whatever i wanted when i wanted without having to be considerate of anyone else, i...went to a lot of shows.

and at the smaller shows i went to, i would always see this one girl. what caught my attention is that i was usually going to different type of shows so i was like "dam, she really got taste"

anyway, one time we both showed up for a show really early and were next to each other in line. if i were to bet, i would say she probably recognized me too, but that's not to toot my own horn or anything, but rather, there was that tension or phenomenon that when you're next to someone, and you both recognize each other, but you don't say s***, so it just feels awkward af LMAO.

hold on, lemme just cut out the details we talk at this show, and it's f***ing magical, and we lose each other in the crowd, so the show ends and im driving home, and out on the road i see the girl just walking on her own, so i pull up and ask if she wants a ride, and she's like yeah. so she directs me to where she lives, and when we pull up to where she lives it's......where i live too LMAOOO.

so we have a friendship, and it's nice. she invites me over a number of times and it was always great. it was nice in that she was completely separate from every other social circle i had, but we had so much in common that we never had to talk about the other needless parts of our lives.

anyway, so she's like ''hey lets start a chiptune band, i got someone who can play drums" and im like "uhhh, i dont really know how to play instruments"

"you have that keyboard tho"

"yeah but i only know how to play like..two radiohead songs and thats it"

"well it's not like i know how to really play anything. come on, we'll just learn"

and i just was so...scared i guess. not like fear, but more like....i knew there would be an anxiety that i would rather just avoid. why try to put myself out there??

anyway, the year ends, and we both move

and then we don't really talk

and months pass and i go to a show

and i see this dude start setting up s*** for like a chiptune setup

and im like cool the opener is gonna do some chiptune s***

and then i see the girl walk on stage

and it's the same girl

they start playing.......and it's f***ing beautiful

the crowd loves it! even if i didn't know her, i would love the music. she f***ing did it. when they ended their set, the crowd was f***ing hyped.

she smiled at me while playing during the set, and so afterwards, we meet up. and i'm of course gushing how awesome she was. and she's like oh yeah, here's the drummer, he's my bf

so moral of the story, yet again:

• put yourself f***ing out there
• don't give up
• hang on to those people who make you feel so at home in their company