Stop getting your hopes up and live in the now. Life is one big disappointment generator. Detach from desires. Like completely detach. Stop yearning. Stop pondering and fantasizing. Start living in the present and not the hypothetical future. Live in reality only.

Feeling so very numb to this. Not bad ig

Random 🇮🇳 trauma kicking like why the F\*\*\* was i ever sent there and WHYYYYYYYYYYYY did i ever tell people coming back that i did that smfh

Damn i wish i had some doritos rn

Would've taken myself on a date to the Mexican restaurant if i wasnt so broke

Check coming in by mail so my bread is delayed

I will never understand EA niggas will see your hair thinning a LITTLE. And will point it out and be like OMGGG YOUR HAIR

And like 90% of the time this comes from niggas insecure about their own hair

When Tf will i stop b**w**ing

Trauma caused by uncertainty

I really miss hambrick man. Elite era. I took fun and simple hoops for granted.

Thinking what if I get a weekend job and hustle with that

Why does this b**** keep ghosting when i ask about salary

My lack of Father or any male role model was evident a lot of times ie wanting to be around jb and Farah

Still thinking about mcdonalds quarter pounder w fries i had in turkey

And the lack of doritos due to my brokeness lol

Looking back i dont think my trip to Turkey was bad. Like if i had a wife with me or someone else it probably would've a lot more enjoyable. I think being alone really ruined the trip for me.

Giftan son is so mentally challenged bro

Hoyo buying me a mp3 player changed my entire middle school years lmao. What a crazy butterfly effect.

I'll never forgive hyo for sending me there

I had a really fun night at kc house with Omar and Harun (and later MA). Makes me kinda sad there's probably gonna be a time soon where we can't enjoy ourselves again

I think if i had my own place id prob invite ppl over quite often when i can.

It's crazy my life has started to look optimistic since i got the hope of this *** coming up. Be crazy if it gets yanked from me

If this was 15 years ago I'd be listening to q100 Friday night club mix s*** like Rock your body jt or some black eyed peas s*** while the idea of duksi the next morning lingers.