You got it better than a lot of people you’ll be iight
Pretty much stop being a bum
the difference with me doe
why i stayed in my childhood home
my mother got killed when i was eight
house still looks like the 90s
some depressing s***
but i was healed by the blood of jesus christ
i was washed in the blood
haven't looked back since
OP seriously don't kill yourself, hang in there. Everything comes with time, your goals will be reached. You are only 19 you have a whole life ahead of you. Just give it time and your goals will be reached
yeah
parents be having a wild mental/psychological stronghold on their children