I felt like this until I went back to college even in the middle of lockdown. It gets better once you get ambition for s***

Edit and going back to therapy is what put me back on track and made me recognize my goals

Listening to sb2h also might not be the healthiest choice rn lmao

I’m glad it didn’t. We want you around

Get a job. So many places hiring seasonal positions

OP, you said you’re only 19. My life was crazy different when I was 19. I hated my job, was miserable every day, hadn’t moved out on my own yet. The only enjoyment I got was drinking and smoking with friends. (Who mysteriously stopped kicking it as much when the smoking and drinking stopped)
I’m only 25 now and I love my job, I’m married, having a child in a month, and happy with my life. S*** can change at any time for you. It all just started to fall in my lap out of nowhere

thank you king trying to put myself in a better state of mind day by day

i want every KTTer to secure the bag

u can stay in my apt. i work all day so i rarely use it.

Op we here to f*** b****es and get money

what happen to the music stuff. u been going through it for like 2 years

On god

most definitely not, the f***

I almost ended my s*** last night, woke up with a bruised face and neck, feeling like hell.

but I still woke up today.

we’ll find a way. :jordancry:

We love you man

moving out your moms wouldn't be that hard
I put a deposit down on my first apartment when I was still 17, right after graduation
U just gotta work, PS5 and KTT ain helping u do nun but prolong s***

and look at community colleges in ur area, trades are fast easy money or u could just finish ur gen eds while u try decide (for a lot cheaper than u would at a 4 year)

u from upstate ny. i went to school with a malik.

No don't do that bro. Life is never bad enough for suicide man. If you do that you're worse than a bum on the corner imo

naw, ky

At least a bum has the balls to survive

moving out isn't going to magically solve your problems

i moved out and i got worse

but then i got reborn in jesus christ

with the help of a few ketamine infusions

i didn't move out of my childhood home until i was almost 32. it's a humiliating experience but what doesn't kill you makes u stronger :blessup: