I wanna leave my house. I have too much time to think and keep getting the urge that I don't deserve to be happy.
f***ing c***s don't know what they're missing.
i have everything anyone could ever want in a man
f*** them low ambition thots and pretentious self entitled white girls
only worth something cause they hit genetic lotteries, but got no personality or drive
I cant eat. I feel like vomitting all the time because I dont deserve to eat. I feel like I need to be punished and I cant stop crying.
My sis is a heroin addict and her husband too who's in rehab rn...sis birthed a baby boy day before yesterday but the baby died due to NAS...my mom and dad both alcoholic....i actually never experience family spirit literally like since 05..and now im at the hospital with my sis....and so many bullshits(you can't imagine) since 1999...yeah life sucks and this my first Ktt post
My sis is a heroin addict and her husband too who's in rehab rn...sis birthed a baby boy day before yesterday but the baby died due to NAS...my mom and dad both alcoholic....i actually never experience family spirit literally like since 05..and now im at the hospital with my sis....and so many bullshits(you can't imagine) since 1999...yeah life sucks and this my first Ktt post
prayers up to you and ur family
damn i hate the real me 💯
My dad’s a deadbeat and makes me sick knowing I’m related to him
F*** him
I feel very crippled by loneliness and anxiety and depression. I am very isolated from society. I feel like i've lost everything
I feel very crippled by loneliness and anxiety and depression. I am very isolated from society. I feel like i've lost everything
feel ya
I feel very crippled by loneliness and anxiety and depression. I am very isolated from society. I feel like i've lost everything
I hope one day it’ll get better brother
I feel like s*** right now, my phobias are back I cant f***ing sleep....even music doesnt help anymore, it just makes me realize how much of a sad piece of s*** I am no wonder I'm alone and have no one to genuinely care about me...I blame myself and no one but myself...I dont wanna die or feel suicidal tho...for once in my life I want to enjoy life but I cant
I look at my dog and my father and the thought that they'll both die before I do is haunting me
s***, I just needed to vent