was using sertraline but now using citalopram

Nothing has changed in 8 years

thanks man today is just terrible tbh, I feel lost and it's hard to fool myself into believing that I really care about anything I totally feel you, even the smallest tasks seem like climbing a mountain hope it gets better tomorrow

Music always picks me up

Personally, I'm just fed up with getting rejected or failing. Like I don't even want to compete with anyone anymore and I don't have the guts to challenge myself cuz that voice in my head tells me that I'm definitely going to fail. I kinda feel that I'm happier if I'm not trying at all. I can't take any more disappointment at this point

What do each do ?

Hope you get better

thanks b

Do things that make you happy

Can't make new friends anymore idk why, it's like i'm forcing myself every inch of me to be as normal as possible but then i'm just this boring super polite robot

At least my social anxiety got a bit better

how do u get over people (friends ex’s what if etc)

Today was one of those days. Work sucked. Social anxiety through the roof.

anxiety <<<

All im saying is when I was in a relationship my depression and anxiety was nowhere near as bad

been lost and aimless foa minute

So much pressure man just let me be

i dont know what it is but im either so happy and hopeful, but mostly just sad as s***. im just not happy. i have no one and i wont ever. no ones my friend i just have people that talk to me sometimes and they dont even like me they just have to deal with me. everyone just has to deal with me no one wants to. i just try and engage with new groups of people before i always realize im the outcast and i always will be. i have nowhere and noone

I’m not making it to 30.

i hate myself

I hate my life

I hate the man who invented mirrors