i just wanna indulge in d****

just a internally bitter, depressed, anxious, self-hating soul i guess

just have no drive to do anything

anyone have any experience with Vraylar?

doc just put me on it. i see that its antipsychotic but im not bipolar/schizophrenic or anything just severe depression

I'm tryna to stay positive but I'm angry and sad

I hope she cries some more

Yeah I was on it for a month

Put me in a real weird headspace. Hard to explain. I felt kind of detached from myself if that makes sense. I didn't like it. Also had real bad nausea for the first few days. Gained a little weight too. Overall kinda bad experience but I've heard people say good things about it

F***ing sexually frustrated and just need someone to spend time with to just comfort each other and share s*** with. To really learn about each other

Theres no f***ing point in living without someone. Its been over a year without my ex and I want someone new already.

All i wanna do is f***, travel, and get paid to be creative for a living. Not impossible but f*** this patience s***. Every day is being wasted alone

holy s*** im really depressed

f*** man 😞

Snapping out of a weed high feels so good. I really dislike being high. It's not for me.

I just want a girl to have s***with me and tell me she likes me. It hurts so much not having intimacy sometimes I just scream in frustration

same

What does love feel likev

Does anyone else have issues with fully feeling emotions and not being able to cry

Today is a big f***ing day

age of the internet imo

everyone has become desensitized bc nothing seems like a new experience so it’s much harder to express and feel emotions

might be depersonalization bro

This is for sure the worst period of my life.

:’(

I might stop taking my meds and force myself to have a mental breakdown

I wish I could have something to believe in, something to give me hope, but everything is such a waste of time... nothing matters, I'm just gonna die anyways

I really wanna die but I don't want anyone to remember me, I don't want anyone to ever think about me ever again. That's the only thing that stops me from killing myself, as long as I'm alive I can be invisible and people will forget about me, but then if I killed myself everyone would have to make posts about it and that really pisses me off, I wish I never existed in the first place, life is is so pointless...

not sure if thats a good idea fam, wont they try to hospitalize you or something?

im trying new meds too now and feel like s*** just wish i could press a button to pass the time