Man I ain't depressed but I'm constantly sad

This the first woman I cried over in 9 years.

Some days I feel good but even then i know I'm fooling myself

sounds like your mood has been in a depression...

Nah . I've been depressed and suicidal all my life. It's not as bad

I like how when I asked questions she avoided them during our breakup.

Ya you're right. I'm depressed

aaaaaaaAAAAAAAA IM GONNA TAKE THE REINS TODAY AND FIGHT BACK

s*** blows but being self aware is a good thing

It's not like soul shattering depression I'm used to having off meds.
It still hurts pretty bad though

been hurting myself for my whole life and i can stop for extended periods of time but it always somehow comes back feelsbadman

Keep fighting brother

I swear im tired and my head keep spinning 24/7 rn, and when i get home i just sleep and listen to music in the dark. S*** is sad

this is exactly what I've been doing recently

life really got me in the trenches recently. don't have much energy to do anything else

bro so good to see you!
the switch up to ktt2 and i ain't seen you in a while

not so good man, feel like a girl has totally played me... it's a weird story, would send you a dm but don't think i can ?

sorry to see you're still struggling, if you fancy a chat lmk

You can add me on discord if you have that bro.

F*** love.

Trying to get used to this site rather than the ktt1.

My ex got a new boyfriend, and it kinda caught me of guard. He looks like a lego block tho, so i'm trying to see the light in the dark

I’m so f***ing tense and angry today holy s***. I feel like I downed gallons of caffeine. Different kind of anxiety.

man i just wanna indulge in maximum pleasure, all i want is s***money and d**** to take away my problems

just struggling with my own internal thoughts and pain

at least tinder got my self confidence and esteem going up but whats the difference

i just talk to them for a hour then block them on snap because im not interested in them, i just wanna f*** em but i don't want meaningless s***rn, i want a relationship where someone will really love me and i don't think anyone on tinder really wants anything meaningful

maybe they did but my paranoia said no

this money don't help it, the spending on hobbies doesn't help it but f*** i don't know what else to do

i get nowhere with my therapist because i can't properly output my internal thoughts also im so ashamed of it too

all these f***ers say they don't judge but they probably do

i hate feeling so alone and isolated