You could be a lot of things. We all have the potential to change for the better. To change our outlook.

Does funny s*** hit harder for anyone else, when depressed? Coz you know where your mental state will be after that

I felt this on a spiritual level. I've f***ed up all potential avenues I built up in the second half of this year. don't wanna give up though, it just doesn't feel right...yet

i'm not a human
i'm anxiety with a human growing out of it

x**** kills the symptoms but the anxiety is always there in my brain.

man f*** this dream was getting so good prob one of my best dreams ever

that s*** made me realize so much

I have no hope

never be those kids again.

I wanna die rn

i feel so much pressure on my chest. i just wanna scream

you guys ever feel really alone even when your surrounded by your friends? once in a while when my roommates and i have a bunch of our friends over and even tho its all my homies i'll still be feeling alone inside. it's not like i feel like the outsider or least-important person, but just disconnected

the whole fam's depressed fam it's hard living at home, much harder knowing that everyone in the household got their issues and dissatisfaction

a huge part of me only wants to escape while a different part knows i need to figure out how to become rock solid

f*** the whole world

Anyone take Wellbutrin?

i don't get it i found flog tix for cheap for the homies and they f***ing bail. f***ing annoying these are my homie homies and i swear all signs point to just being alone. always telling me i don't go out. idk what to do with my friends.

Its clear nobody gives a f*** about my personal problems or emotions so I'm finna down as many xans as I need to to escape from reality

Its truly an evil sick world to live in when you put so much effort into caring for others. But all that comes out of is bullying trauma physical and mental abuse from the main people who are meant to keep you safe.
Im passed all this s***. I dont care about getting better. I dont give a f*** about internet points or friends. I f***ing hate my entire family for now exactly how hard I was abused and not caring. I have no attachment to humanity anymore. I truly want to die. No remorse or second thought too it

Fam it will be alright.

Chill fam. Please don’t do that.

pls dont red. rant

dealing with depersonalization so bad, no money for a therapist, my only friends are really just my hoes/bitches which i dont even wana keeo cuz i want one girl and a steady relationship. what the f*** has my life come to god

this year is easily the worst year of my life and yet i still stayed more positive than all you f***ing lowlifes around me, i cant wait to turn up on u guys, thats why i cant die yet

been fighting my depression so well, just for me to be in this thread again in just a few months man f*** f*** f*** this s*** im tired. im so numb. i didnt want to be back here i swear ughhh

AHH F***

im sorry I hold in so much

no need to apologize fam this is what the thread is for ❤

You good bro ?

I relate mane i wish I knew what to do