Go from energized to suicidal in a matter of a day. Probably need an antidepressant to stop the crashes

would love for someone to shoot me in the head rn

there really is few things to live for

and the few things are mostly ephemeral

Ive definitely got something undiagnosed

The way i think is not normal

Fml

Bad self esteem?

I’m prolly going to hell

What for

I’m a a******

Hilarious but accurate

What if our reality is like a depressing indie film for fourth dimensional beings

I hate when people gaslight you into thinking there's no correlation between you're life getting worse and lack of creativity/motivation
I can barely form a coherent thought when I'm upset

horribly negative body image after all the bullying i get so i wanna prove them wrong but i also wanna get in shape for me. i wanna feel comfortable when i go out, not stress about covering up, be welcome to touch, and play ball again

quit my job last week (so did my manager and she asked me out 🤔 don't know what to think about that) but i've got the time now to split my days into completely focusing on working out/eating and school. haven't been unemployed since high school which was 4 years ago so this is pretty cool. probably won't have to work again til winter and finally debt free. for now lol. just to need make a good schedule in line with my weight program.

wanna die

I was at a point earlier this week I couldn't even type i just put like 2 or 3 words down

Have anybody to ask about psychiatry?

Might could set up an appointment with whoever’s close by.

I know exercise would help me tremendously with physical and mental health but I haven’t been doing it.

It’s crazy looking at healthy people when you don’t have healthy habits, like u on the outside looking in

I just need to walk in the door so to speak

Level up

Yeah i see a therapist and psych

yesterday was pure anxiety

today I'm just depressed

lately? u been lying about how u feel cause if u told them what u said in the above post they would've recommended an antidepressant by now i'd guess...

unless u already got some going

Yeah i take anxiety medicine i just need a new antidepressant because it doesnt work and has side effects

Life is a never ending wave of f***ery

Pray for me

I dont like living

i wish my range of interests werent so narrow but i cant help it. i think it really limits me in terms of having friends