loading 🧊Jun 16, 2020·1 replycan't even look in the mirror
i wanna see life thru but not in this body.. i don't know what to do
- loading 🧊Jun 16, 2020
BANNEDThe most interesting thought to me is if you kill yourself eventually, inevitably.....no one will care. People give you all these speeches about how meaningful life is and you're selfish if you commit suicide, but truly once you actually do it they'll try to disconnect and trivialize your death as soon as they can to make themselves feel better, which is understandable.
Obviously it's dumb as f*** to commit suicide hoping it will effect others but I guess what I'm trying to say is ultimately life isn't worth much to anyone. Like metamorphosis by kafka. You're either a burden to others or a profit. One of my cousins commited suicide and the way it was talked about was almost disrepectful and he was just a child. Never any care for the life he lived just how it effected them personally
you're not wrong. there's a suicide in my family's past but no one talks about it. or they're hush hush. feels like they're more embarrassed by it.
- loading 🧊Jun 16, 2020
it's NEVER as simple as people say. never..
- Jun 16, 2020
I'm at a lowpoint and it's all because I didn't ruin the life of someone I should have destroyed and I don't know what to do.
If I expose him he'll lose everything but I'm afraid I'll be like him if I do that.
I haven't felt this awful in a while.
Jun 16, 2020·1 replyI cant live like this
- Jun 16, 2020·edited·1 reply
I want to die god these withdrawals and being alone f*** sjxisbsx helpf
- Jun 16, 2020
I can't calm down
- Jun 16, 2020
this is the worst day so far and it's not even close i feel not even human
- Jun 16, 2020
panic attack but good now
- Jun 16, 2020·1 reply
God benzo withdrawals suck lmaooo
- Jun 16, 2020Cats
God benzo withdrawals suck lmaooo
I'm going through withdrawals too (not benzos)
tweaking and jerking my legs, body and neck got me weak.
- Jun 16, 2020
for anyone abusing benzos on their own....just dont, it's a trip to hell
for anyone taking benzos cause their doctor told 'em to...dont stop taking them on your own...taper off.....mental health relapses are worse than d*** relapses
Nuja 🦋Jun 16, 2020·1 replyI feel like giving up
- Jun 16, 2020Nuja
I feel like giving up
be nice to yourself when you think like that
eat your favorite food, listen to your favorite song, get some rest
any of these is better than giving up
- Jun 16, 2020·1 reply
F*** what the f*** is up with me today
- Jun 16, 2020
I will probably never have it in me to commit suicide but I do want to die
- Jun 16, 2020
I'm gonna die alone and sad lol
- Jun 16, 2020
I guzzled a tallboy jehova ain't callback
- Jun 16, 2020
please
- Jun 16, 2020
I consider my death a classic