I hope ya'll had a good day today.

I'm super grateful for my friends and family wishing me happy birthday today. Was the warmest and most acknowledged I've felt in awhile. Think I'm even beginning to get out of this depressive episode I've been having.

I’ve been really depressed lately. My girlfriend is starting to act like a completely different person to me because she found out i watch p***, but honestly I’ve told her this before not like bragging, she even saw it before in my search and she tries to act like I didn’t mention it or her seeing it. She’s taken some weird men are trash now stance and it’s really messing with me. I’ve known her for a year and now is acting completely different. She starts verbally going on about other male celebs in front me. It’s bringing me down.

I’m so nervous I just need to calm

You have a manipulative gf

Forcing myself to happy everyday is absolutely draining

Sometimes I wonder whether killing myself or staying alive would help the people around me more

Like which one would benefit my family and friends in the long run

You need to have an earnest conversation with her about this. If her behaviour is bothering you, it’s best to let her know in a calm and reasonable fashion.

Life is so painful. It's unfair. I can't do this any longer

Feeling really anxious and sad before going to this concert. I shouldn't feel this way, but I feel like I don't deserve this.

seasonal depression coming in

I try, but she just keeps saying now you know how it feels and keeps drooling over other celebs grams. It’s f***ed because I never did that in front of her or commented on pics or anything, just on my own guy time when I’m in the mood and she’s not around.

Are you sure you’re letting her know how much it bothers you? Gotta be transparent or you’re gonna pent s*** up and it’ll come out in an uncontrollable way

For some reason I feel like if I stick around something good will come from all this pain

Panic attacks have stopped now I’m just left with depression and crippling loneliness

I wish my family wasn’t so split up i never formed a real relationship with my dad and him taking me here made me resent him, and he’s kind of a narcissist at times but he can also be really chill and it’s just making me really down thinking about the things ive said about him and the fact that I’m gonna move back to my moms and he’s gonna be sad as hell but I’m just not happy here, I just wish everything was different fam

How do you know in the future you won’t help them out tremendously? Would you rather end that possibility and cause them grief or try for it? Keep your head up family, wishing you luck

I thought for a long time I was borderline, now I’m stuck between that and bipolar, I get into these really bad loops where I just think and think and think and it drives me crazy and if I’m not like that I’m really hyper jumping around to music and talking my ass off, I’ve been feeling pretty normal tho lately other than occasional depressive thoughts

Keep up the act on daily basis is exhausting.

Been sticking around for a minute hoping for something to come. Nothing yet and I doubt anything will

I'm so far in my head

Really wanna stop it. s*** sucks

And it's the kind of sucks that no one really understands and I have no one to really emphasize this to so

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I feel like my phone is like a comfort blanket for me or something. I feel like if I didnt look at it I'd get a rush of emotions

That scares me

life pretty ass rn

grades suck

she don't like me back

music don't hit the same anymore

no job

don't do anything exciting like ever