How can I turn this off without pain or consciousness
sadness isnt endless, you just have to endure it for now
I really miss her man. I hate that I walked away cause I didn't feel good enough for her but I had to do it to save her from my f***ed up self. S*** is mad painful
Edit: I've been pushing people away my whole life cause I don't feel adequate. They probably think I don't value them when really i don't think I'm worth their time. F***.
What’s your diagnosis, if you don’t mind my asking? I’m bipolar type II and earlier last year, I went out to eat with 3 of my buddies and halfway through, just didn’t feel right so I got up and left and didn’t say a word to them until just a month or two ago. Isolating is a b****..
It’s like you feel like you need to do it and it’s the “logical” solution but after you’re alone long enough, it starts taking a heavy toll. At least for me. Hang in there, fam.
had a terrible night
I think I have bipolar to be honest but I don’t even know how to go about getting diagnosed but I feel relatively “normal” right now and I’m realizing it’s just these mental loops I get myself into but it’s impossible to prevent or stop it when it’s happening. If I were feeling how I’m feeling rn all the time I’d have no problem with life