self destruction

wow I thought i was bad 3 years ago

Doesn't compare to now

Most hated human in the universe i swear

sometimes I don't even know why

I'm incomparable to anyone else which is why I'm undesirable. Just an absolute waste of a person

I'm a nice and understanding person so I always yield and give people the benefit of the doubt cause I've been through it all

But it sucks being treated like dirt in response

I dont care about myself as much as I say I do

real

not down or sad but today i just felt like ''whatever kinda attitude'' just felt like no emotion did not care it has to do with the virus to

Literally...

I just want her in my life where did i go wrong

feel really lonely

hate my life so much

nothing will ever make my life better. It's just hopeless

Wanna cry but I can't. Which is weird cause I've been crying a lot recently

I can't put into words how much i hate my existence

man what has my life come to

no one helped me in my childhood and teenage years and people are kinda helping me now and I appreciate it but I feel it's too late

I'm sorry to everybody that I've hurt. I hold absolutely no malice in my heart.