i been noticin that too but i understand
some ppl just need a place to vent their s*** and its lowkey hard to open up abt that
but if yall need a ear im right here
I want to recluse again so bad but it seems impossible
You'll get thru these times and be stronger than ever
U got this frfr
Life is hard we all know this
But there's no point in ending it urself it will end naturally this is a journey maybe a journey thru hell but it's worth seeing where it leads because this world is a f***ing mystery and u never know what tomorrow may bring
these past years have been trash but the past months have really pushed me
these past years have been trash but the past months have really pushed me
this corona s*** really tanked my mood bruh
these past years have been trash but the past months have really pushed me
Sry I meant to quote u but it's late ig
But please if u just have to lie down and let the pain flow that's fine try to stay for another night
this corona s*** really tanked my mood bruh
My problem doesn't really correlate with corona but I can see how it can effect someone's mood
I dont wanna be a burden for any more people so I just use this thread to vent instead of discussion plus I wont be able to help anyone unless I help myself first.
I love yall and I'm grateful people like yall exist.....one part of me hates this world full of killers and rapists but I when I come across people like yall my faith in humanity gets restored
I genuinely love you all and I cant wait for the day we'll all look back at this thread like ''that was a dark part of my life but now im a new person. I cant believe I felt like that''
I feel you on this, I have people I can talk to but honestly, I dont' want to bother them with my problems, especially when they have things to worry about themselves.
Can't afford a therapist right now outside of the school's therapist and obviously that option is dead 'cause of the rona.
It's always either have a s***ty day but be manic af at night to where my sleep schedule is f***ed up then I wake up sad or have a genuinely good day where I accomplish s*** but just end up depressed later anyway
Same
my doc gave me more antipsychotics cause I was suicidal
but they actualy made me worse...
I'm restless, I cant breathe, I rock back and forth, my mouth is dry with no taste so I cant even enjoy my cigarettes and coffee or even some OJ like a normal person
I keep having hallucinations of bugs crawling on my skin so I'm sitting indoors with my windows shut on a hot night.....I'm a f***in mess. When the sun is out I shut my blinds, sit on the floor and put out cigarettes on the floor with music playing nonstop
I feel like a machine
Feel so trapped. Nothing to do, no point in anything
Wish it was winter so at least the days were shorter
I don’t usually post this stuff but it’s been a few hours since the news this morning but all I’m gonna say is RIP to my grandma who died at 3AM. She helped raise me and this is a big loss to me that I haven’t quite yet processed on an emotional level but as of this very moment, I’m fine. Couple this with being ghosted by a girl I’ve known for years s*** just stressful
The same people tweeting and retweeting about mental health awareness and anti-bullying are the same ones to single you out for being awkward and weird. The same people who mourn online about celebrities' suicides and overdoses are the ones who would judge you for being different. Sad, but true. Too many people are fake and only care about how they look to the world.
With that said, understand that all you need is yourself. I know it's hard, but keep it moving. Keep grinding it out. Even when you're having a terrible day, the clock will turn 12:00am. It'll be a new day and a new chance.
I don’t usually post this stuff but it’s been a few hours since the news this morning but all I’m gonna say is RIP to my grandma who died at 3AM. She helped raise me and this is a big loss to me that I haven’t quite yet processed on an emotional level but as of this very moment, I’m fine. Couple this with being ghosted by a girl I’ve known for years s*** just stressful
I know how you feel bro, I lost my grandmother 2+ years ago. My family is really small so having her around meant everything to me.
Just try to remember her for who she was and never forget all the good things that she did. Stay strong.
One day you can just wake up and feel like youre in a dark place for no reason and thats hard to deal with. People dont need a reason to be depressed. Its f***ed up. Others have it worse then me but this is how Im feeling.