I'm not sure whats so wrong with me to people

People just lie

I want to recluse again so bad but it seems impossible

Ok so my therapist just ended it with me... she said I have a charismatic way of getting under people's skin and hope I use that ability wisely cause I can get anything I want in life..

she thinks therapy isn't for me right now due to my life circumstances.. wtf just happened

therapists do lowkey give some weird comments that make you go ???

"ladies love a strong silent type" bro I’m here because I have CRIPPLING GENERALIZED ANXIETY DISORDER ain’t no silent type and why are you talking to me about women ?

Apparently the reason why I'm not sleeping is cause I quit my latuda cold turkey. I wouldn't call it insomnia, I just have no desire to sleep

yeeah im lowkey mad I liked going there.

i feel this

this is depressing

Nigga been feeling lonely, and trapped. this Covid stuff just up and down up and down.

mood swings and suicidal thoughts are like clouds and rain

Lost 10 pounds in the last month

Quitting latuda destroyed my appetite

I miss him but he doesn't care about me. Been weeks and I still can't get over it

My mind is like a clock with no hands

when I wanna wake up early I stay up till 5am but when I aint got s*** to do I sleep at 10pm

what in the stoopid f***

I dont wanna be a burden for any more people so I just use this thread to vent instead of discussion plus I wont be able to help anyone unless I help myself first.

I love yall and I'm grateful people like yall exist.....one part of me hates this world full of killers and rapists but I when I come across people like yall my faith in humanity gets restored

I genuinely love you all and I cant wait for the day we'll all look back at this thread like ''that was a dark part of my life but now im a new person. I cant believe I felt like that''

Failed at everything

No ones gives a f*** about me but I don’t blame them it’s my fault

Just the weirdo outcast that can’t accomplish s***

I'm so tired of having mad regrets even though i'm too young to even have life regrets.

I need some pills DESPERATELY

It's always either have a s***ty day but be manic af at night to where my sleep schedule is f***ed up then I wake up sad or have a genuinely good day where I accomplish s*** but just end up depressed later anyway

I just wanna rip the f***ing skin off my body