not gonna be here much longer

Hang in there man, I know what it feels like

Life is too short to be sitting stressed out I’m not worried about a thing I’m just trying to make it out

real

So fed up with myself. I claim I want change I want change but I don’t do a god damn f***ing thing to make it happen and I f***ing know it. It’s killing me

wish I killed myself so long ago

I feel you

we a different breed

only death will change us

can't do it

i'm not made for people. Thought I accepted that a while ago but I guess I didn't

god I hate my life so f***ing much f*** I just f***ing do its so s***

my biggest regret was seeking help I could've just bought a gun and blown my head off but now I cant

I've been by myself my whole life

you'd think you'd get used to it but you really dont

i feel like my communication skills are trash and have gotten infinitely worse due to increased stress/anxiety. i cant get any meaningful words out. so many stipulations n second-guesses

Righteous by Juice is such a great song. Bringing me peace in these s***ty times

feel like living

This was me up until like 2 years ago. Things can change . Just gotta take the steps

You don't really know if I can get better until it really does...

Was ready to kill myself for about 5 years in a row.. so glad I didn't or I wouldn't have ever known life could get better. It took a long time but before quarantine for the first time in 24 yrs of my life it wasn't depressing.

I dunno what you're going through but all I'm saying is don't give up because of a feeling /mindstate thats temporary that you're viewing as permanent

I appreciate the words but I don't think anything's gonna influence my decision. It's been nearly a decade I've been feeling like this. My bipolar disorder isn't a temporary problem. Death is inevitable anyway

I have bipolar disorder too. S*** can be horrible. I still day don't give up. I was suicidal for 5 and depressed maybe 12 years. I haven't had depression in 2 years for the first time