alone

I get so itchy when manic I've never heard of this before but I swear it happens to me

Music and my mom really the only thing keeping me going right now. I have no hope for the future

I've taken up cutting myself. I just do it when I'm bored. S*** is exhilarating being in control. I remember trying it before years ago but I didnt like it much but now it's different

Fam, cutting is not the way to go

I used to punch myself, cut my forearms deep for hours and the sight of my own blood would excite me. I even burned my hands with cigarettes.

but I realised all of this is not going to compensate for my mistakes or make me feel any better cause after awhile it's just another habit

a pointless habit

coronavirus depression hours are real

ngl I like looking at my cuts a lot. I dont know why but I do

Be careful and avoid veins and nerves

aaAGGGGAGSAGSASGASAGASGSAFGHASgfsag

How can so many things go wrong at one time

I dont get it. My luck is so bad holy s***

oh my god i cant stop thinking about death

how can i just cease to exist

corona got me seriously considering suicide rn

and not just manic suicidal episodes like i usually get. like long terms thoughts of getting out of here lmao

stress is really taking a toll on my body

i hate this brain so much. id need to get lost in a different life. soon as i wake up my head gets filled. a clear mind
can't enjoy anything when im constantly overthinking and fighting myself. always so conscious about anything. i'm past ruin

@Fronk
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Someone pls delete this thread I don’t like niggas hating on me and I regret making it makes me anxious

Hi family.

sorry i can't be her

We prefer you.

I haven't eaten in days.