always knew I was missing out on life when I was younger and my social anxiety was in full swing but I didn't know how bad it was stunting my growth.

sometimes I get angry at the fact that I was misdiagnosed as autistic instead of a kid with severe social anxiety. It seems so obvious that was the case and maybe if I was properlly diagnosed I would've grew out of it faster. Now my head is an constant loop thinking of what could've been.

also discovering my queerness hasn't really helped with the feelings of lost youth either. I swear discovering I'm pansexual has only made my life worse.

I wanna leave oh my god I wanna leave this s*** is not enough

Want oblivion please it’s all I want

feel like crying really hard

I wish I could sleep for a week

Lately I've been unable to watch a movie without pausing halfway through or listening to full albums without skipping songs

I got the attention span of a goldfish

could be the meds idfk

really needed this!

same, meditation usually helps with my adhd. without it my brain overthinks so much to the point where I don't want to do anything at all.

I tried to watch some anime a week ago and I couldn't even finish 1 episode. Dont know what's wrong with me

Everytime I've tried meditating my thoughts have been psychedelic in a negative way

yo I feel you bro that's what's happening to me and I f***ing love anime

broke up w a girl i shouldve broken up with months ago but i was too scared to do it. feel way better now tho, its like alot of weight lifted off my shoulders

king 🤍 hope you don’t feel to sad ab it

i feel quite well about it, just worried how she’ll handle it, but it was kinda obvious it was gonna happen yk

guess what babe I feel FREEEEEEEEE

this actually the vibes

Guess I’m hooked on kpins and alc now

b careful fam

I’ll be good I don’t have a lot so an OD is practically impossible, good looks though

I'm tryna get off benzos rn but kpins and lorazepam made me feel great. Would take them when i was depressed. The withdrawals aren't worth though

I downed 3 with a wine cooler last night than took a few shots and drank a lot of wine. Felt like I could do anything

I've never drunk before so idk how that feels. Dunno if I wanna pick up alcohol i'd get addicted just like I was with benzos