you are not your mind

Realized last night all this I’ve been dealing with is just anxiety

Very bad anxiety

I don't see what these people see in me and I don't understand why they believe in me.

Makes sense

Some people just aren't made for other people

then what?

I feel so much f***ing anger today for no real reason. I been having a good week. It's way worse to be angry and sad then passively sad

This lockdown not good for me. I used to be a lazy ass and not get out the house at all then i started going out more, started feeling better for myself and realized i hated living like that. Now after not leaving for weeks all i keep thinking about is past mistakes and find myself staring off into nothing. I try to work out and do other stuff to waste time and feel better but this s*** sucks i wanna go out and be with my friends man

Hate being a desire machine

this is the worst period of my life

man dem dreams about old friends hit different

hope i get to live in one one day

I've attempted suicide sooo many times how am I still alive wtfff.

Wish it worked the first time

patiently waiting

Lonely weekends

next few weeks will determine if I have to kill myself or not

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Meh. I can't get income because of this mess, but got to hang in there.